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hey everyone well welcome to geofohub

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live stream today's open lines where I

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hope to talk to some of you and um

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listen to some of your Supernatural

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stories whether it's UFO ghost cryptic

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related and that happens over telegram

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uh in the link below or in the

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description below you'll find a link to

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the UFO Hub voice chat that's going on

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right now uh you have to install

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telegram on your phone or the computer

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join the group that's open or the chat

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that's open right now and you would be

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able to chat with me directly if you are

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in the chat and just uh chatting or you

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might have a question uh any question

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that's directed towards me please make

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sure to include the three asterix's

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before your question so then that way it

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pops out at me and I know it's it's

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meant for me instead of it just being

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the regular chatter in in the chat room

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so I usually just because

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um I never know if there's going to be

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somebody there to share the story or or

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what else I would like to start out with

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the topic and of course as you saw today

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it's um Angels demons and aliens and so

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I would like to share my perspective

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about it because over the years

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um

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there's basically like this subject has

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been something that I was avoiding very

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much and not because there's something

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fearful to you know to avoid or or not

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talk about it it's just that

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um fear for most people is it comes very

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easy to them it uh it's very difficult

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once it takes hold it's difficult to

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kind of Let It Go and telling them when

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they're in that FIFA state to let go

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it's kind of like you know asking water

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not to be wet you know it's it's almost

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impossible so anyway while I'm prefacing

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um with the message that I have uh you

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are more than welcome to download

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telegram or join the chat room and then

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when the time comes and I basically

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um you know switch over to that segment

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then hopefully I'll hear from you uh if

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not I just finished I'll just finish off

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with whatever I would have to say about

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this subject and maybe you find it usual

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as I was saying um from the very

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beginning when I first opened up this

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channel there was

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um there were always comments about you

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know Jesus Lord

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um uh aliens are demons and things like

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that uh from from people that feel that

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way that that's what they believe and so

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that never you know bothered me you know

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because of the Decades of experience

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that I've had

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um you know I didn't just read about

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stuff I experienced it it affected every

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fiber of my being so there was no no

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misunderstanding what I was going

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through and if there was then I was

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seeking those answers on my own and kept

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at it for however long it took for me to

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get those answers and so

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generally and this is just this is just

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my opinion when it comes to

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let's say uh believing something based

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on what you read

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when some when you're you know forgive

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me if this is obviously common sense to

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some of you maybe might not be to others

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but when when you're reading a book and

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it doesn't matter what it is whether

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it's the Bible or structural manual on

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about something or how to build it or

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whatever uh you are taking in

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information

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um because you are seeking an answer and

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something that you're reading sounds

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good to you and so of course the first

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thing that comes around you would take

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that in and say you know what I'll hold

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on to this until maybe something better

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comes around and so most people do that

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and the challenge when it comes to that

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is that you may read some pieces of

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information that's like wow this is

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great now but then weeks months years

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from now you might read something else

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that then replaces that in a way or

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maybe gets joined with what you already

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know and so

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the challenging part when it comes to

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when it comes to obtaining information

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in that way is that it's great for

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entertainment but it's difficult

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um when it comes to truly knowing

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something because at the end of the day

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um let's say if it is an instruction

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manual how to build something

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um reading about how to build it and

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actually building it uh it's the

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building part they'll give you the

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wisdom they'll give you that

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understanding give you that knowledge

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um and then of course when someone then

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has to you know has something to say

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about building or whatever and let's say

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you've been doing that for several

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decades then you know a piece of text in

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a book is not going to Trump your own

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experiences your own

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um years of Trials and errors that you

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basically went through and and learned

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from you know learned what you needed to

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learn uh let's say in that case would be

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you know construction or building

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in that same sense when we're talking

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demons and things like that uh religion

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has been rooted in society and Humanity

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for a very long time

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now one thing that becomes very clear

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when you are on these different

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different levels is that

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if it's a man-made construct and it's

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not necessarily that it's that you know

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that's all false it's just

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a lot of the information that sounds

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good it's kind of there like almost like

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a sugar that makes it easy to just you

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know swallow the pill a lot easier uh

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even though what might follow up after

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is you know not exactly not exactly

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right you know what I'm trying to say is

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like you can't talk about love and and

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um being good you know and kind you know

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but if you're not you're going to get

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killed and punished and you will go to

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hell forever you know those are

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you find you find it very quickly that

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um there's a human constructs and so

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what I wanted to then go into is to try

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to share with you some of some of my

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experiences throughout all the years

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that were that I was going through where

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if I wasn't diligent enough if I you

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know if I didn't push enough as hard as

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I did I would have maybe

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misunderstood some of these experiences

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as demonic and be being fearful about it

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being shied away from the subject

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in the very beginning and some of you

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I'm sorry I can't go back in it and

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retell this story all the time but I'll

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just have to you know get right to it

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and and start in the middle

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when I've still lived in in Robertsville

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um and it was pretty much in a house in

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the woods and all by myself and so uh

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I've had many experiences prior to

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moving there which is from 2010 to 2015

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but it made things more intense during

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that time because it was just me and I

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could just experience whatever I needed

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after several years of

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meditation uh by this by this point I've

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had my I had my near this near-death

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experience and also several of the

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what happens because of these different

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experiences your mind changes in ways to

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where obviously you didn't think before

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because we're very linear about stuff we

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just go about our day doing what we want

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to do and and very very seldom do we

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have time to just sit down and ponder

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about something else at least I find in

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my experience most people don't and so

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what happened so for example to give you

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I was this was you know several years

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into this you know and I've had some

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um you know read some books about about

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um different stuff about aliens at that

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time and whatnot but so I'm laying in

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bed and

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I found myself waking up and I can't

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move and so generally that's just you

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know paralysis most people know you know

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it's it's a it's it's a known thing it's

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not anything you know out of the

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ordinary but what accompanied it at that

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um what's what's really difficult to

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describe so forgive me for the silliness

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but I'm basically Frozen I can't move I

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just hear this

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you know just very I guess for like a

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better word demonic voices

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um just basically just

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all all around me and you know my first

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initial reaction and again this was in

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the very early stages where

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it's just been a few years since I've

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given up religion but I immediately felt

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uh religion come back and initially when

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I was first born and my parents they're

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Muslims so that was the religion that

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kind of you know grew up with so I let

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that go but I still couldn't help in

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that instance uh it came back and I

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immediately wanted to say a prayer and

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and I was in fear and and wanted help

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and all these other things and I

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remember stopping myself in that instant

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and I had just maybe spoken three four

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words of this prayer and I stopped and

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and I said well I can't say okay I'm on

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this new Journey but yet I'm reverting

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right back to where I came from and so

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what happened what happened then after

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just I don't know it seems like forever

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but all that stopped I gained control of

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my body and I was able to sit up and

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basically was you know just sitting

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there in the middle of the night uh just

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scared wondering what in the world there

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was and so

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from that particular instance as I kept

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searching you know kept meditating you

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know and especially then later on my

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near-death experience what it explained

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to me was that

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these different vibrations uh if we're

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kind of stuck in this between level you

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um or you can almost say like

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if you imagine being underwater trying

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to listen to Somebody speak

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um it would be joggled and and you

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couldn't exactly make out what it is and

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um it would it would it's not clear you

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know and so that's what happened in that

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particular instance what exactly was

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being wanting to be conveyed to me I

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don't know but the point was

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um because I never stopped looking I

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never stopped searching that you know I

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found the answer for that instead of me

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just you know years later holding on to

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that saying oh God this was a you know

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this was scary and yeah I believe in

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demons and they were all demons you know

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um when you're on this different level

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everything is open to you and you you

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see it and you understand it and so

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um

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there's nothing that can happen without

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your involvement so that's not to say

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that same way that on this planet we

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have some people that are bad that you

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know there are murderers rapists

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whatever they steal you know it's they

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are in their in their own path

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at the Old Stage whatever that path

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eventually leads to they're at this

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stage where they're there I'm pretty

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sure most of us and this is again a very

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controversial subject if you learn how

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to look back on some of your other

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lifetimes you were exactly at that very

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same stage you know but eventually you

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get out of it you learn what you need to

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learn from it and then you move on you

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know and so

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um

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there's there's all these

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you know all these things for example

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like um

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um when you the longer you are into into

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just understanding Consciousness and

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understanding yourself and you dabble

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into understanding oh there's other

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consciousnesses AKA aliens and other

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beings that sometimes don't have a

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planet they just exist you know

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um they will when you open yourself up

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to that field they will make themselves

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known to you and so how you react to it

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is it's up to you so

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for example I was one of one of the

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instances I was um

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remodeling you know in the process of

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remodeling my house and the living room

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was done but I only had put

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um primer white primer paint on all the

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walls so it's just everything is white

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and it's very clear to see and so

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very clearly

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on to the left of my or on my left side

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I could see a ball of just pure black

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just slowly moving against that wall and

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the second I turned my head to it it

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just quickly went around that corner so

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I got up I I turned on the lights of

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course you know like every other human

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would and I would look to see if I might

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still see some you know some traces of

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it and of course there was nothing there

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um there would be instances to where I

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was you know specifically in one of my

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rooms and I'm sitting there and I all

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the doors are open because it's just me

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living there so I would see a shape

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that's basically has a large head a

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small body and it's a shadow

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basically on on the floor coming from

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one of the rooms that it's literally

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just my bedroom and at that time I had a

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five inch pattern one inch steel bars

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that were bolted all around the window

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and so I I saw you know saw it there and

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I looked at it and it just slowly went

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back into the room within a split second

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I was in that room and it was gone you

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know and so and there was no way out at

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least humanly at this point I already

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knew what was up I was not you know what

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could this be you know I was not

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confused about it I was just trying to

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see like okay what was the point of that

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and so there would also be

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um

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I guess there would be Poltergeist type

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activity you know now Poltergeist

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associated with something fearful with

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you know something to be afraid and so

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on but um what I'm specifically mean is

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um because my wife is has been this has

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been pretty much a part of her life all

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her life as well

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um we experience weird things around the

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house all the time the difference is

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both of us knowing what it is it doesn't

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phase us which simply just you know have

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having an experience we witness it and

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then we move on if there is something

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more for us to know about this then then

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we'll inquire and see but otherwise it's

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just like okay that was different and

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then we move on so

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one particular instance I woke up at

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night and I had a dream and it was

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um more like you know it was a dream it

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wasn't an out-of-body experience but I

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was dreaming something about an

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interaction alien related you know ships

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and all kinds of stuff happening so you

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know I was like all right it's no

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different than any other time so I I got

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up I you know went to the bathroom I

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came out it was it was 3 A.M and my wife

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and the kids were sleeping there and the

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light was on

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and so

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it's not that it's just the main light

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was on you know it was there were we had

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this lamp that basically is over the

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beds and it's a you have to you know

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basically pull all the way up to turn it

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on it you can't bump it to where it'll

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flip on or something like that it would

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have to be you know a conscious decision

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to just you know have that little lever

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pulled all the way up to to turn on the

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lights and so I've just been not

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expecting anything else I walked I saw

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the lights I said babe why'd you turn

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the light on I was like babe you know I

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was trying to call her and then I

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realized she was sleeping but by me

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inquiring about it she woke up she's

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like what I said why'd you turn the

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light on I was like I didn't and the

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lights were right on it's like well what

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happened I was like I don't know let's

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just go you know let's just go to bed so

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people that

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generally

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you know that that basically are more

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religious-minded and want to I guess

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serve and want to

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um I guess try to acquire knowledge or

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or whatever it is that they're trying to

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to gain from religion

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um

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they would they would basically look at

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that and then try to translate that

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based on what the books say whether it's

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the Quran or the Bible or whatever

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religion they happen to belong to and so

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you know that's not to say that you know

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religion is wrong or you know or that

430
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you know you know you should just not

431
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you know read it or listen to it all I'm

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we are all part of this one and the same

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thing

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so you seeking and and believing in

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Christ and reading the Bible and praying

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is no different than me seeking

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meditating you know and and consciously

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making decisions in my life and which

439
00:19:07,250 --> 00:19:04,980
way to go and what to do it's absolutely

440
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no different in essence you can almost

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say it would be

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that the god the universe you know

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whatever you want to call it it would

444
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not care what we call it or how we

445
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describe it because no matter what we do

446
00:19:25,430 --> 00:19:21,780
we will always be within it we cannot be

447
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part of it or outside of it and so

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um any any kind of silly uh arguments or

449
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conversations we might have it would

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still be happening within this one God

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Consciousness and so the only difference

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is that I wanted to see

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for existence for what it is without any

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kind of filtration mechanism or a filter

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to have to look through all the time I

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just wanted to see it for what it is

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without any other obstructions uh

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without you know having something in

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back of my mind saying oh you can't

460
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because this religion forbids it or

461
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you're not supposed to do this because

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it's

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if you understand like one thing that

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that especially during my my near-death

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experience what's what's really

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interesting is that the god or the

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universe or whatever you want to call it

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um is annoyingly impartial

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about life about existence and so

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because I expected that there would be

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judgment I expected that there there

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would be

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um finally some payback because I had to

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endure all this other stuff and surely

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you know all the things that were done

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to me will now be paid back to these

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people you know tenfold and yada yada

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yam but it actually isn't like that at

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all what it is is that all these people

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play a role in you you know for you in

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your life and you play a role to them uh

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what that is you will discover that

483
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later but the whole point here is that

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um you created that scenario

485
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and so you know you had something that

486
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you wanted to get out of that experience

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uh what that ex you know exactly is is

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for to you to find out sometimes you'll

489
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find out before you die sometimes you'll

490
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find out you know after your death

491
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because it it has to play out in this

492
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specific way but

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God or the universe the way it is it has

494
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to remain impartial it has to remain

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neutral uh in order for everything that

496
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can happen uh and all that it exists

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within it in this infinite way uh it has

498
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to remain impartial if it starts

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choosing uh you're going to narrow down

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and and basically kind of get rid of

501
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infinity because

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we as these small parts of God we have

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the choice and religious people call It

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Free Will

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um I call it a true you know choice

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um other people Call It Whatever their

507
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path or you know whatever you want to

508
00:22:01,310 --> 00:21:58,320
call it the whole point is is that

509
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we get to walk through this life and say

510
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well I want to think about stuff this

511
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way and I want these certain things and

512
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I want to do things this way you know

513
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and this is what feels right but we're

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narrowing it down bit by bit by bit not

515
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realizing that all these choices that

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now we have available for us to choose

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from are only there because of the

518
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Infinity of God because it allowed

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everything and anything to happen and

520
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occur and constantly occur so that you

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will never end up you know basically at

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a it's a at a wall to where you go oh

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well I've chosen everything that I could

524
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ever choose and there's nothing else to

525
00:22:43,250 --> 00:22:40,500
choose from anymore you know and so

526
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that's that's kind of um

527
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it's kind of the relationship that I

528
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would hope you you would start

529
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understanding between you and all of

530
00:22:54,830 --> 00:22:51,659
existence you know and

531
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you know when it comes to especially

532
00:22:59,029 --> 00:22:56,700
um when we're talking about demons or

533
00:23:01,130 --> 00:22:59,039
Spirits or things that could you know

534
00:23:02,149 --> 00:23:01,140
attach themselves to you and things like

535
00:23:10,130 --> 00:23:02,159
that

536
00:23:13,310 --> 00:23:10,140
already exists so there's no more space

537
00:23:16,010 --> 00:23:13,320
for anything else so you the way you are

538
00:23:18,049 --> 00:23:16,020
have already taken up all the space that

539
00:23:19,549 --> 00:23:18,059
that is there other things that will

540
00:23:23,510 --> 00:23:19,559
ever exist they have taken up their

541
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space and so for something to just take

542
00:23:29,510 --> 00:23:26,520
over you out of your own control

543
00:23:31,549 --> 00:23:29,520
um on this world you can you can create

544
00:23:34,610 --> 00:23:31,559
it certainly you can create it but

545
00:23:36,710 --> 00:23:34,620
ultimately it's not anything that you

546
00:23:38,510 --> 00:23:36,720
need to be you know that need to be

547
00:23:43,750 --> 00:23:38,520
fearing or thinking that this is going

548
00:23:50,870 --> 00:23:46,430
your life in general

549
00:23:57,110 --> 00:23:54,529
it already has its own difficulties that

550
00:23:59,330 --> 00:23:57,120
you have to try to figure out why have

551
00:24:02,090 --> 00:23:59,340
you chosen what you've chosen

552
00:24:04,730 --> 00:24:02,100
um why make yourself you know even more

553
00:24:06,710 --> 00:24:04,740
afraid about something that you know is

554
00:24:09,289 --> 00:24:06,720
not part of you like oh no someone else

555
00:24:12,169 --> 00:24:09,299
is going to to attach themselves to me

556
00:24:14,510 --> 00:24:12,179
because I didn't believe in God or I

557
00:24:18,169 --> 00:24:14,520
broke some rules or some laws you know

558
00:24:21,350 --> 00:24:18,179
it's um you know try to differentiate

559
00:24:23,390 --> 00:24:21,360
between what's being taught to you you

560
00:24:25,970 --> 00:24:23,400
know and what you through your life

561
00:24:27,830 --> 00:24:25,980
experiences have learned you know when I

562
00:24:29,990 --> 00:24:27,840
was still living in San Luis a very good

563
00:24:32,750 --> 00:24:30,000
friend of mine I'm pretty sure he

564
00:24:35,390 --> 00:24:32,760
wouldn't mind me telling this name of

565
00:24:37,850 --> 00:24:35,400
saying his name his name is Ross and

566
00:24:41,090 --> 00:24:37,860
uh we would often maybe twice a week

567
00:24:42,950 --> 00:24:41,100
have lunch and so

568
00:24:46,010 --> 00:24:42,960
we would go to these different places

569
00:24:49,130 --> 00:24:46,020
and he was a very very religious person

570
00:24:52,250 --> 00:24:49,140
you know but he and this is just my

571
00:24:55,250 --> 00:24:52,260
opinion and all my life that I lived

572
00:24:58,010 --> 00:24:55,260
um he was the first person that is truly

573
00:25:00,950 --> 00:24:58,020
deeply religious but for his own reasons

574
00:25:03,590 --> 00:25:00,960
you know and he and I were discussing so

575
00:25:05,390 --> 00:25:03,600
many uh you know subjects and him

576
00:25:07,789 --> 00:25:05,400
talking to me about them from his

577
00:25:10,010 --> 00:25:07,799
understanding of religious ways and me

578
00:25:12,169 --> 00:25:10,020
telling him from my you know

579
00:25:14,570 --> 00:25:12,179
um I guess spiritual understanding about

580
00:25:16,190 --> 00:25:14,580
certain Concepts to where we were just

581
00:25:18,590 --> 00:25:16,200
going back and forth and there was just

582
00:25:20,870 --> 00:25:18,600
no no judgment you know because we both

583
00:25:23,510 --> 00:25:20,880
were seeking something we were searching

584
00:25:25,789 --> 00:25:23,520
something and we were simply sharing

585
00:25:29,149 --> 00:25:25,799
information with each other

586
00:25:31,610 --> 00:25:29,159
um without having to gain a victory of

587
00:25:33,830 --> 00:25:31,620
one over over another you know and he

588
00:25:36,529 --> 00:25:33,840
would read read the Bible you know no

589
00:25:38,450 --> 00:25:36,539
punitended religiously you know and he

590
00:25:40,730 --> 00:25:38,460
would go to church and he would pray on

591
00:25:42,289 --> 00:25:40,740
things a lot you know he would just you

592
00:25:44,029 --> 00:25:42,299
know he said oh I was praying the other

593
00:25:46,730 --> 00:25:44,039
day and I was thinking about this you

594
00:25:48,350 --> 00:25:46,740
know and so I realized and recognized

595
00:25:49,909 --> 00:25:48,360
you know

596
00:25:52,850 --> 00:25:49,919
the

597
00:25:54,289 --> 00:25:52,860
25 years ago me would have you know

598
00:25:55,970 --> 00:25:54,299
looked at that and would have you know

599
00:25:58,130 --> 00:25:55,980
turned into some kind into Judgment of

600
00:26:01,210 --> 00:25:58,140
like you know and and just would have

601
00:26:04,190 --> 00:26:01,220
scoffed at it but you know seeing that

602
00:26:06,110 --> 00:26:04,200
he is using the Bible for his own

603
00:26:08,570 --> 00:26:06,120
advancement you know to to learn

604
00:26:10,490 --> 00:26:08,580
whatever his heart is searching you know

605
00:26:12,470 --> 00:26:10,500
and there's absolutely nothing you know

606
00:26:14,990 --> 00:26:12,480
wrong you know wrong with that you know

607
00:26:19,490 --> 00:26:15,000
and and a lot of times if you know he

608
00:26:21,409 --> 00:26:19,500
would get you know into a you know a

609
00:26:23,810 --> 00:26:21,419
pickle or a conundrum you know for

610
00:26:24,409 --> 00:26:23,820
example we were often talking about you

611
00:26:26,510 --> 00:26:24,419
know

612
00:26:28,970 --> 00:26:26,520
um in the religious sense you have good

613
00:26:31,490 --> 00:26:28,980
and evil or good or bad uh spiritual

614
00:26:33,769 --> 00:26:31,500
sense you have the positive negative you

615
00:26:34,789 --> 00:26:33,779
know and we're talking about

616
00:26:37,370 --> 00:26:34,799
um

617
00:26:38,990 --> 00:26:37,380
simply well wouldn't it be just easier

618
00:26:40,610 --> 00:26:39,000
if just everything is just positive

619
00:26:43,610 --> 00:26:40,620
everything is just good you have nothing

620
00:26:46,070 --> 00:26:43,620
negativity is just out out of the

621
00:26:48,529 --> 00:26:46,080
picture and you can just happily live

622
00:26:50,390 --> 00:26:48,539
your life and so we were just discussing

623
00:26:51,890 --> 00:26:50,400
and talking about certain things you

624
00:26:53,810 --> 00:26:51,900
know about regarding then I told them

625
00:26:55,549 --> 00:26:53,820
well you know

626
00:26:58,130 --> 00:26:55,559
at the thought that came to me at that

627
00:27:00,409 --> 00:26:58,140
time I told them negativity you know

628
00:27:03,950 --> 00:27:00,419
just looking you know something negative

629
00:27:06,289 --> 00:27:03,960
or something bad is it's a necessity of

630
00:27:08,630 --> 00:27:06,299
the other coin and that's so the example

631
00:27:10,669 --> 00:27:08,640
I gave him at that time was you know

632
00:27:13,970 --> 00:27:10,679
let's say somebody's for whatever reason

633
00:27:14,870 --> 00:27:13,980
on on the train tracks and the chain is

634
00:27:17,090 --> 00:27:14,880
coming

635
00:27:19,549 --> 00:27:17,100
you you know it's like in a way you have

636
00:27:22,250 --> 00:27:19,559
to push them out of the way to get them

637
00:27:24,950 --> 00:27:22,260
out well that push the very Act of that

638
00:27:27,110 --> 00:27:24,960
is negative because I'm pushing you I

639
00:27:29,210 --> 00:27:27,120
might be hurting you in the process you

640
00:27:31,730 --> 00:27:29,220
know now of course the outcome you know

641
00:27:34,549 --> 00:27:31,740
is for for the you know for the better

642
00:27:37,070 --> 00:27:34,559
but the point is that negativity was

643
00:27:40,370 --> 00:27:37,080
necessary at that time so we were just

644
00:27:42,769 --> 00:27:40,380
kind of looking at negativity or the bad

645
00:27:44,330 --> 00:27:42,779
in a very nuanced thing of it anyway so

646
00:27:48,470 --> 00:27:44,340
those are the kind of conversations he

647
00:27:50,630 --> 00:27:48,480
and I were having and so and you know

648
00:27:51,909 --> 00:27:50,640
it was just you know quite you know very

649
00:27:54,529 --> 00:27:51,919
you know

650
00:27:58,549 --> 00:27:54,539
quite Pleasant to be able to talk to

651
00:28:02,330 --> 00:27:58,559
somebody and have them hear or have them

652
00:28:05,330 --> 00:28:02,340
say words one way and me saying words

653
00:28:07,310 --> 00:28:05,340
the other way and for both of us using

654
00:28:10,789 --> 00:28:07,320
it for the benefit for both our growth

655
00:28:13,250 --> 00:28:10,799
you know and so I can only hope that

656
00:28:15,169 --> 00:28:13,260
most of you can find that you know even

657
00:28:16,669 --> 00:28:15,179
if you're religious you know it doesn't

658
00:28:18,649 --> 00:28:16,679
matter you know I'm not saying there's

659
00:28:20,230 --> 00:28:18,659
anything wrong with that all I'm saying

660
00:28:22,930 --> 00:28:20,240
is is that

661
00:28:25,549 --> 00:28:22,940
religion and UFOs

662
00:28:28,970 --> 00:28:25,559
demons and all these other things it's

663
00:28:32,029 --> 00:28:28,980
you know all the things can be explained

664
00:28:34,070 --> 00:28:32,039
if you dig deep enough you know

665
00:28:37,010 --> 00:28:34,080
everything you know if you if you

666
00:28:38,750 --> 00:28:37,020
understand to stay open because if you

667
00:28:41,450 --> 00:28:38,760
constantly just you know stay in that

668
00:28:44,390 --> 00:28:41,460
fear and just want to run away from it

669
00:28:46,730 --> 00:28:44,400
as far as you possibly can then then you

670
00:28:49,370 --> 00:28:46,740
will not get anything different from it

671
00:28:51,529 --> 00:28:49,380
you know than what you what you think in

672
00:28:53,750 --> 00:28:51,539
your head you know they will new new

673
00:28:55,549 --> 00:28:53,760
understanding a new

674
00:28:57,230 --> 00:28:55,559
um way of looking at it will not come to

675
00:28:59,630 --> 00:28:57,240
you because you have then fully and

676
00:29:01,490 --> 00:28:59,640
utterly blocked yourself out of that you

677
00:29:04,370 --> 00:29:01,500
know and then of course there's no

678
00:29:07,370 --> 00:29:04,380
benefit to it no but no benefit to you

679
00:29:08,870 --> 00:29:07,380
I said so I mean unless you eventually

680
00:29:10,970 --> 00:29:08,880
find out that that was what you were

681
00:29:12,409 --> 00:29:10,980
seeking that was exactly why you came

682
00:29:14,570 --> 00:29:12,419
here to live your life is to have a

683
00:29:17,570 --> 00:29:14,580
fearful life but that's something else

684
00:29:20,810 --> 00:29:17,580
you have to you know sort out

685
00:29:22,669 --> 00:29:20,820
so anyway that's basically the points

686
00:29:25,370 --> 00:29:22,679
that I wanted to make I hope I wasn't

687
00:29:28,669 --> 00:29:25,380
rambling on and on too much

688
00:29:30,830 --> 00:29:28,679
um so let me let me see if some of you

689
00:29:31,909 --> 00:29:30,840
are in telegram if there's somebody who

690
00:29:42,769 --> 00:29:31,919
wants to talk

691
00:29:42,779 --> 00:29:48,649
excuse me I have to cough

692
00:29:54,710 --> 00:29:50,930
foreign

693
00:30:00,470 --> 00:29:57,049
oh there they are

694
00:30:03,230 --> 00:30:00,480
I had to there's a new setting change

695
00:30:05,750 --> 00:30:03,240
a silky B how are you labels how you

696
00:30:09,649 --> 00:30:05,760
doing good to see you again

697
00:30:14,630 --> 00:30:09,659
and Guy married and Potter

698
00:30:20,450 --> 00:30:16,909
all right let me see

699
00:30:22,250 --> 00:30:20,460
so there's uh just one listener and and

700
00:30:25,010 --> 00:30:22,260
that's also too telegram you can just

701
00:30:26,990 --> 00:30:25,020
use it to listen voice only but uh the

702
00:30:29,690 --> 00:30:27,000
additional buddy and telegram that that

703
00:30:31,070 --> 00:30:29,700
wanted to talk so silky B is asking the

704
00:30:34,570 --> 00:30:31,080
question

705
00:30:41,810 --> 00:30:37,370
reptilians are thought to be aggressive

706
00:30:44,330 --> 00:30:41,820
or or malevolent any other alien races

707
00:30:48,769 --> 00:30:44,340
though to be on the wrong side of Love

708
00:30:52,730 --> 00:30:50,930
so I I might have maybe mentioned this

709
00:30:55,490 --> 00:30:52,740
or might have talked about this but let

710
00:30:57,049 --> 00:30:55,500
me give you an example about

711
00:30:59,930 --> 00:30:57,059
um

712
00:31:02,870 --> 00:30:59,940
about your oversaw or your higher self

713
00:31:04,850 --> 00:31:02,880
so and then I promise this is in

714
00:31:06,769 --> 00:31:04,860
relation to reptilians and I'll get to

715
00:31:08,269 --> 00:31:06,779
the story quickly I just have to tell

716
00:31:09,769 --> 00:31:08,279
you this part

717
00:31:10,930 --> 00:31:09,779
there's

718
00:31:14,930 --> 00:31:10,940
the the

719
00:31:17,210 --> 00:31:14,940
character that you are so I'm Adnan I'm

720
00:31:19,549 --> 00:31:17,220
a character silky B you're a character

721
00:31:22,010 --> 00:31:19,559
the character we are playing

722
00:31:24,409 --> 00:31:22,020
um has a very limited understanding it's

723
00:31:26,690 --> 00:31:24,419
it's not supposed to know everything the

724
00:31:30,430 --> 00:31:26,700
higher version of you that your oversoul

725
00:31:33,710 --> 00:31:30,440
is the part that basically is kind of uh

726
00:31:35,630 --> 00:31:33,720
dipped a finger into this reality to

727
00:31:37,850 --> 00:31:35,640
have this experience and it will gain

728
00:31:39,470 --> 00:31:37,860
from it where it needs to gain but it

729
00:31:40,430 --> 00:31:39,480
will ultimately understand the full

730
00:31:42,590 --> 00:31:40,440
picture

731
00:31:44,269 --> 00:31:42,600
some of these communications that are

732
00:31:46,549 --> 00:31:44,279
happening is are actually happening

733
00:31:48,710 --> 00:31:46,559
between your oversoul and whatever other

734
00:31:50,750 --> 00:31:48,720
beings you happen to be in in presence

735
00:31:54,049 --> 00:31:50,760
and so I've learned that several times

736
00:31:55,909 --> 00:31:54,059
uh to where I found myself conversating

737
00:31:58,909 --> 00:31:55,919
or having a conversation with somebody

738
00:32:01,130 --> 00:31:58,919
else but I Adnan was not allowed to be

739
00:32:03,110 --> 00:32:01,140
previewed to it but my mouth was moving

740
00:32:05,149 --> 00:32:03,120
everything was happening but I I

741
00:32:06,950 --> 00:32:05,159
couldn't I quite understand like I was

742
00:32:08,510 --> 00:32:06,960
almost like I was in my own car but I

743
00:32:11,750 --> 00:32:08,520
was just sitting at the passenger side

744
00:32:13,850 --> 00:32:11,760
and then on a few rare occasions I was

745
00:32:15,950 --> 00:32:13,860
able to kind of get in the driver see

746
00:32:17,330 --> 00:32:15,960
realize oh I I am back I can't control

747
00:32:19,909 --> 00:32:17,340
this and I would ask some stupid

748
00:32:21,669 --> 00:32:19,919
question well in reference to the

749
00:32:26,810 --> 00:32:21,679
reptilians so

750
00:32:29,570 --> 00:32:26,820
I this was a out-of-body experience so I

751
00:32:31,549 --> 00:32:29,580
had just laid down and you know I was

752
00:32:34,370 --> 00:32:31,559
feeling all these different tingles or

753
00:32:35,990 --> 00:32:34,380
you know all over my body and so I was

754
00:32:38,269 --> 00:32:36,000
like it seems like I'm not going to be

755
00:32:40,190 --> 00:32:38,279
going to sleep tonight it's just you

756
00:32:42,289 --> 00:32:40,200
know I basically let let let them take

757
00:32:45,830 --> 00:32:42,299
over and then next thing I know whatever

758
00:32:48,409 --> 00:32:45,840
image comes next or whatever film comes

759
00:32:50,269 --> 00:32:48,419
next is whatever I need to be doing or

760
00:32:53,149 --> 00:32:50,279
interacting with whatever

761
00:32:56,090 --> 00:32:53,159
well anyway as I lay there I immediately

762
00:32:59,210 --> 00:32:56,100
then saw there was right right in front

763
00:33:02,149 --> 00:32:59,220
of my face a reptilian face and I just

764
00:33:05,810 --> 00:33:02,159
part of my French was you know

765
00:33:08,149 --> 00:33:05,820
freaked the out and so I was trying

766
00:33:10,669 --> 00:33:08,159
to back up and I was trying to you know

767
00:33:12,409 --> 00:33:10,679
grab my breath or gas you know gas for

768
00:33:14,450 --> 00:33:12,419
my breath because I was immediately

769
00:33:16,250 --> 00:33:14,460
afraid it's like you know having a snake

770
00:33:17,630 --> 00:33:16,260
and fear in your face you know it was

771
00:33:26,630 --> 00:33:17,640
very

772
00:33:30,350 --> 00:33:26,640
know instead of protruding out and so as

773
00:33:33,289 --> 00:33:30,360
I as I saw it and I was backing up I

774
00:33:38,029 --> 00:33:33,299
could sense and see that it just went

775
00:33:40,669 --> 00:33:38,039
like this and then it turned around it

776
00:33:42,830 --> 00:33:40,679
walked towards an egg-shaped thing

777
00:33:44,630 --> 00:33:42,840
whatever but it was it was weird to me I

778
00:33:46,909 --> 00:33:44,640
was like what's he gonna do in that

779
00:33:49,789 --> 00:33:46,919
because it looked like an egg but it had

780
00:33:53,570 --> 00:33:49,799
three fins like almost like a egg rocket

781
00:33:55,310 --> 00:33:53,580
and so it kind of set back into the egg

782
00:33:57,769 --> 00:33:55,320
and it closed down to where you couldn't

783
00:34:00,230 --> 00:33:57,779
see the the door anymore it just it was

784
00:34:02,930 --> 00:34:00,240
seamless and it just took off with you

785
00:34:05,450 --> 00:34:02,940
know just low noise nothing just took

786
00:34:08,030 --> 00:34:05,460
off and this it was flying flying up to

787
00:34:10,210 --> 00:34:08,040
to whatever whatever I was following it

788
00:34:12,889 --> 00:34:10,220
I saw there was a much

789
00:34:16,550 --> 00:34:12,899
bigger egg which I guess you can call it

790
00:34:19,190 --> 00:34:16,560
a Mothership or whatever and it was just

791
00:34:21,409 --> 00:34:19,200
you know awesome I mean I was saying oh

792
00:34:24,829 --> 00:34:21,419
looking at it had all kinds of colors it

793
00:34:27,409 --> 00:34:24,839
was um orangish brown and so as I was

794
00:34:30,530 --> 00:34:27,419
looking at it and just admiring it

795
00:34:32,990 --> 00:34:30,540
um it sent the the ship and it was clear

796
00:34:35,690 --> 00:34:33,000
to me what it was because you know when

797
00:34:38,210 --> 00:34:35,700
it's a being you know versus a ship or

798
00:34:39,829 --> 00:34:38,220
one of us we would call it AI but it's a

799
00:34:41,869 --> 00:34:39,839
consciousness of the ship

800
00:34:45,109 --> 00:34:41,879
sent me a message just kind of saying

801
00:34:47,389 --> 00:34:45,119
hello and I was so afraid that I got out

802
00:34:49,909 --> 00:34:47,399
of it and I got off out of bed and I was

803
00:34:52,849 --> 00:34:49,919
just I was happy to just be back and not

804
00:34:54,230 --> 00:34:52,859
be in that presence um the way it felt

805
00:34:57,349 --> 00:34:54,240
it would be

806
00:34:59,870 --> 00:34:57,359
how an ant would look at us getting

807
00:35:03,530 --> 00:34:59,880
close to him to see something that big

808
00:35:06,290 --> 00:35:03,540
and have Consciousness and be aware uh

809
00:35:07,490 --> 00:35:06,300
was just it was scary you know so of

810
00:35:10,069 --> 00:35:07,500
course

811
00:35:12,589 --> 00:35:10,079
all those because these things were just

812
00:35:15,530 --> 00:35:12,599
in my face in my face you know and were

813
00:35:17,810 --> 00:35:15,540
shown to me it you know it was it was I

814
00:35:20,150 --> 00:35:17,820
I had no other choice but just reacting

815
00:35:22,849 --> 00:35:20,160
this react to that and and so on so

816
00:35:25,250 --> 00:35:22,859
later on when I caught my butt down and

817
00:35:27,770 --> 00:35:25,260
what was just trying to recall what was

818
00:35:30,170 --> 00:35:27,780
happening and all that it's I I

819
00:35:33,230 --> 00:35:30,180
remembered that

820
00:35:36,170 --> 00:35:33,240
the way he reacted initially was

821
00:35:38,569 --> 00:35:36,180
it's like the other version of me was

822
00:35:40,790 --> 00:35:38,579
talking to them about whatever and then

823
00:35:42,710 --> 00:35:40,800
that was the time when I got a chance to

824
00:35:46,190 --> 00:35:42,720
move over from passenger side to driver

825
00:35:48,170 --> 00:35:46,200
side to you know basically have my own

826
00:35:50,450 --> 00:35:48,180
experiences on this and of course the

827
00:35:51,710 --> 00:35:50,460
first thing I did is freak out but the

828
00:35:54,170 --> 00:35:51,720
point was

829
00:35:57,290 --> 00:35:54,180
it wasn't something you know just

830
00:35:59,390 --> 00:35:57,300
because it looked different and and even

831
00:36:01,550 --> 00:35:59,400
even now if I were to see it I'm not

832
00:36:03,530 --> 00:36:01,560
ashamed to say it I would be afraid you

833
00:36:07,130 --> 00:36:03,540
know the whole point is there was

834
00:36:10,069 --> 00:36:07,140
nothing evil about it you know and this

835
00:36:12,770 --> 00:36:10,079
is something that you're gonna have to

836
00:36:14,270 --> 00:36:12,780
um I guess just you know if and when you

837
00:36:16,550 --> 00:36:14,280
might ever have a chance to have this

838
00:36:18,290 --> 00:36:16,560
experience is is that there was

839
00:36:20,569 --> 00:36:18,300
absolutely nothing evil about it it was

840
00:36:22,670 --> 00:36:20,579
my own interpretation of what I thought

841
00:36:28,970 --> 00:36:22,680
I saw and how I thought I needed to

842
00:36:28,980 --> 00:36:36,470
excuse me one second

843
00:36:42,829 --> 00:36:40,310
sorry about that and so

844
00:36:45,710 --> 00:36:42,839
my mind changed

845
00:36:47,690 --> 00:36:45,720
you know about how I you know how I

846
00:36:48,890 --> 00:36:47,700
viewed them now something that's very

847
00:36:52,430 --> 00:36:48,900
interesting

848
00:36:55,010 --> 00:36:52,440
that happen after that I was very afraid

849
00:36:57,470 --> 00:36:55,020
of snakes you know because living in the

850
00:37:00,290 --> 00:36:57,480
city most of my life and and only going

851
00:37:02,210 --> 00:37:00,300
camping occasionally and and you know

852
00:37:04,670 --> 00:37:02,220
doing that often but still not often

853
00:37:07,010 --> 00:37:04,680
enough to become used used to being

854
00:37:08,930 --> 00:37:07,020
around snakes the property that I had it

855
00:37:11,569 --> 00:37:08,940
had a lot of the black snakes

856
00:37:13,790 --> 00:37:11,579
um uh basically they they eat rats most

857
00:37:16,490 --> 00:37:13,800
of the time then there were copperheads

858
00:37:18,109 --> 00:37:16,500
um I got bit by one you know stepped on

859
00:37:20,450 --> 00:37:18,119
one at during the night while I was

860
00:37:22,609 --> 00:37:20,460
going from the house to to the car and

861
00:37:25,190 --> 00:37:22,619
there's just not much they can do just

862
00:37:26,210 --> 00:37:25,200
let it do its thing and and be done with

863
00:37:34,069 --> 00:37:26,220
it

864
00:37:36,410 --> 00:37:34,079
so

865
00:37:38,150 --> 00:37:36,420
anyway what happened after that

866
00:37:42,230 --> 00:37:38,160
experience is that

867
00:37:45,650 --> 00:37:42,240
I became like my fear about snakes and

868
00:37:47,329 --> 00:37:45,660
about reptiles uh reduced Itself by

869
00:37:49,370 --> 00:37:47,339
maybe 20-fold

870
00:37:53,210 --> 00:37:49,380
how I used to be and how I am now

871
00:37:55,490 --> 00:37:53,220
because before if it was 30 feet 40 feet

872
00:37:57,770 --> 00:37:55,500
the further away from me the better what

873
00:37:59,810 --> 00:37:57,780
happened then I could you know now I can

874
00:38:01,970 --> 00:37:59,820
just step next to it you know of course

875
00:38:03,470 --> 00:38:01,980
still being careful of it not biting me

876
00:38:06,050 --> 00:38:03,480
because it might think I'm trying to

877
00:38:08,390 --> 00:38:06,060
harm it but you know be close to it and

878
00:38:10,970 --> 00:38:08,400
you know kneel down and observe it and

879
00:38:14,270 --> 00:38:10,980
all this other stuff and so

880
00:38:16,670 --> 00:38:14,280
without understanding fully what that

881
00:38:19,130 --> 00:38:16,680
conversation was about you know I at

882
00:38:22,910 --> 00:38:19,140
least then something happened to where

883
00:38:27,349 --> 00:38:22,920
now I'm okay with you know in my waking

884
00:38:29,450 --> 00:38:27,359
daily life to be around reptiles and not

885
00:38:32,150 --> 00:38:29,460
freak out in the same way so something

886
00:38:34,970 --> 00:38:32,160
got dulled something got lowered you

887
00:38:36,770 --> 00:38:34,980
know and so I would look at that you

888
00:38:37,550 --> 00:38:36,780
know overwhelmingly as a very positive

889
00:38:40,849 --> 00:38:37,560
thing

890
00:38:42,589 --> 00:38:40,859
you know instead of you know

891
00:38:44,930 --> 00:38:42,599
I mean I don't know maybe at some other

892
00:38:46,609 --> 00:38:44,940
point like with many things that I have

893
00:38:49,490 --> 00:38:46,619
on my bucket list to find out what in

894
00:38:51,349 --> 00:38:49,500
the world was all this about maybe it

895
00:38:53,690 --> 00:38:51,359
will eventually you know be explained to

896
00:38:56,510 --> 00:38:53,700
me what that interaction was was uh

897
00:39:00,410 --> 00:38:56,520
about but the whole point is it doesn't

898
00:39:01,550 --> 00:39:00,420
matter it helped me here in this life so

899
00:39:04,310 --> 00:39:01,560
anyway

900
00:39:06,829 --> 00:39:04,320
um so when people talk about

901
00:39:08,329 --> 00:39:06,839
you know reptiles I mean

902
00:39:10,849 --> 00:39:08,339
they are

903
00:39:13,130 --> 00:39:10,859
you know a lot of people get scared when

904
00:39:16,490 --> 00:39:13,140
they say oh no uh you know there's

905
00:39:19,430 --> 00:39:16,500
reptilians that that you know eat people

906
00:39:21,410 --> 00:39:19,440
I don't doubt that and I'm not that but

907
00:39:23,510 --> 00:39:21,420
I still

908
00:39:25,370 --> 00:39:23,520
don't misunderstand me I don't see it as

909
00:39:28,970 --> 00:39:25,380
a negative thing because

910
00:39:31,609 --> 00:39:28,980
in the same sense that we eat cows and

911
00:39:32,690 --> 00:39:31,619
eat these different animals we're not

912
00:39:36,530 --> 00:39:32,700
evil

913
00:39:38,150 --> 00:39:36,540
not you know these these people that

914
00:39:41,150 --> 00:39:38,160
need to be stopped and you know

915
00:39:43,550 --> 00:39:41,160
eradicated just because we we kill other

916
00:39:47,390 --> 00:39:43,560
animals to eat

917
00:39:50,329 --> 00:39:47,400
um so do they and if you look in these

918
00:39:51,670 --> 00:39:50,339
Universal structure of things

919
00:39:55,810 --> 00:39:51,680
um

920
00:39:58,250 --> 00:39:55,820
you know it's not would not be

921
00:40:00,170 --> 00:39:58,260
whatsoever surprising if you you know

922
00:40:02,030 --> 00:40:00,180
stop and think that there wouldn't be

923
00:40:05,630 --> 00:40:02,040
other things that would then look at us

924
00:40:08,150 --> 00:40:05,640
as food you know the difference is that

925
00:40:11,210 --> 00:40:08,160
um it was a long time ago I hear I heard

926
00:40:14,750 --> 00:40:11,220
that initially there was a plan or

927
00:40:17,089 --> 00:40:14,760
initially a certain path that most of us

928
00:40:18,710 --> 00:40:17,099
were on that they would be more

929
00:40:20,569 --> 00:40:18,720
prevalent in our lives and it would have

930
00:40:22,069 --> 00:40:20,579
been a bigger deal for us to deal with

931
00:40:24,230 --> 00:40:22,079
you know

932
00:40:27,050 --> 00:40:24,240
um meaning more like dabbing to defend

933
00:40:30,109 --> 00:40:27,060
ourselves and then having an experience

934
00:40:32,390 --> 00:40:30,119
living a life out in that way but it got

935
00:40:34,730 --> 00:40:32,400
changed to where that's not the case

936
00:40:37,670 --> 00:40:34,740
anymore now are they still around to

937
00:40:39,470 --> 00:40:37,680
where they would still you know eat a

938
00:40:42,349 --> 00:40:39,480
human here and there I wouldn't be

939
00:40:45,950 --> 00:40:42,359
surprised that that's the case but again

940
00:40:47,930 --> 00:40:45,960
when it comes to fear it's it I can't

941
00:40:50,270 --> 00:40:47,940
explain it or I can't emphasize it

942
00:40:53,750 --> 00:40:50,280
enough to just just

943
00:40:56,569 --> 00:40:53,760
do not be afraid you know just you know

944
00:40:58,849 --> 00:40:56,579
don't let that fear take over over your

945
00:41:01,310 --> 00:40:58,859
life because it's such a small temporary

946
00:41:03,950 --> 00:41:01,320
thing you know to where why waste your

947
00:41:06,230 --> 00:41:03,960
most of your life you know why waste it

948
00:41:08,270 --> 00:41:06,240
just you know fearing hoping to trying

949
00:41:10,310 --> 00:41:08,280
to avoid fear when you can just

950
00:41:13,190 --> 00:41:10,320
concentrate on just keep on living your

951
00:41:14,990 --> 00:41:13,200
life and if if something happens to a

952
00:41:17,810 --> 00:41:15,000
point to where your life is extinguished

953
00:41:20,270 --> 00:41:17,820
then let it be you know because I

954
00:41:23,450 --> 00:41:20,280
promise you there is a life after you

955
00:41:25,130 --> 00:41:23,460
know and you know I hope you don't you

956
00:41:27,349 --> 00:41:25,140
know leave the planet before you're

957
00:41:29,569 --> 00:41:27,359
supposed to but all you know just from

958
00:41:32,630 --> 00:41:29,579
my personal experience and if my opinion

959
00:41:34,790 --> 00:41:32,640
you know has any weight in in your in

960
00:41:38,030 --> 00:41:34,800
your Consciousness you know I would just

961
00:41:40,910 --> 00:41:38,040
really hope that you don't stay in that

962
00:41:43,609 --> 00:41:40,920
that fearful State because a light

963
00:41:46,190 --> 00:41:43,619
attracts a like so if you are constantly

964
00:41:49,490 --> 00:41:46,200
fearful then you will be constantly

965
00:41:50,690 --> 00:41:49,500
attracting things that are that are

966
00:41:53,690 --> 00:41:50,700
worth fearing

967
00:41:55,490 --> 00:41:53,700
and so you have to just understand that

968
00:41:57,050 --> 00:41:55,500
you have to make that conscious decision

969
00:42:02,569 --> 00:41:57,060
that that

970
00:42:04,910 --> 00:42:02,579
to live your life instead of constantly

971
00:42:07,310 --> 00:42:04,920
looking behind your back and so then

972
00:42:09,950 --> 00:42:07,320
that way that that positive view that

973
00:42:11,510 --> 00:42:09,960
the the positive outlook you is then

974
00:42:13,010 --> 00:42:11,520
going to then attract all the things

975
00:42:15,470 --> 00:42:13,020
that mesh with you and they will be

976
00:42:17,569 --> 00:42:15,480
coming your way a lot easier and then

977
00:42:20,150 --> 00:42:17,579
the fear would be less and less and less

978
00:42:22,130 --> 00:42:20,160
and not be not be that prevalent and

979
00:42:24,170 --> 00:42:22,140
that controlling in your life so in a

980
00:42:26,690 --> 00:42:24,180
way it's I don't know if this is a good

981
00:42:30,349 --> 00:42:26,700
expression that you know it's Catch-22

982
00:42:32,270 --> 00:42:30,359
you know it's the the

983
00:42:35,630 --> 00:42:32,280
you know for most people the the the

984
00:42:38,270 --> 00:42:35,640
more they try to get out of the fear the

985
00:42:41,270 --> 00:42:38,280
more into fear they get you know and

986
00:42:44,210 --> 00:42:41,280
um other than just waiting to to see

987
00:42:46,069 --> 00:42:44,220
that switch in in use flip on its own or

988
00:42:47,810 --> 00:42:46,079
whenever that right timing is for it to

989
00:42:49,790 --> 00:42:47,820
flip over and for you to finally start

990
00:42:51,050 --> 00:42:49,800
going down that path

991
00:42:53,810 --> 00:42:51,060
um

992
00:42:56,270 --> 00:42:53,820
when that happens for each each and one

993
00:42:58,069 --> 00:42:56,280
each each and every one of you I don't

994
00:43:01,309 --> 00:42:58,079
know but you can certainly take the

995
00:43:03,109 --> 00:43:01,319
steps today right now you know if you

996
00:43:05,210 --> 00:43:03,119
are one of those people that is in

997
00:43:07,190 --> 00:43:05,220
constant fear

998
00:43:14,809 --> 00:43:07,200
okay I'm sorry I've been rambling it

999
00:43:20,030 --> 00:43:15,650
um

1000
00:43:20,040 --> 00:43:23,750
everyone is

1001
00:43:28,069 --> 00:43:25,550
chatting with each other I'm trying to

1002
00:43:30,530 --> 00:43:28,079
see if there's another question

1003
00:43:32,809 --> 00:43:30,540
or

1004
00:43:34,550 --> 00:43:32,819
right we have somebody who raised their

1005
00:43:41,089 --> 00:43:34,560
hands

1006
00:43:46,910 --> 00:43:44,750
hi yo yo you are you are unmuted I mute

1007
00:43:48,829 --> 00:43:46,920
yourself on your end and you should be

1008
00:43:51,589 --> 00:43:48,839
able to speak to me

1009
00:43:52,910 --> 00:43:51,599
hello yeah this is before the um the

1010
00:43:55,370 --> 00:43:52,920
show or

1011
00:43:57,829 --> 00:43:55,380
uh no we've been already close to an

1012
00:43:59,450 --> 00:43:57,839
hour into it you can you can speak to me

1013
00:44:02,870 --> 00:43:59,460
you don't have to wait for the pre-show

1014
00:44:05,089 --> 00:44:02,880
you missed it please pre-show is from 6

1015
00:44:09,109 --> 00:44:05,099
30 to 7.

1016
00:44:11,809 --> 00:44:09,119
okay yeah I'm I just I heard you talking

1017
00:44:13,130 --> 00:44:11,819
about reptilians and um well I mean fear

1018
00:44:16,670 --> 00:44:13,140
is something that

1019
00:44:19,069 --> 00:44:16,680
we do need to deal with in this uh part

1020
00:44:21,109 --> 00:44:19,079
of reality which I don't know I don't

1021
00:44:22,970 --> 00:44:21,119
know if that like coincides with what

1022
00:44:26,450 --> 00:44:22,980
you were saying but I had some weird

1023
00:44:29,329 --> 00:44:26,460
thing where like I actually visited some

1024
00:44:30,710 --> 00:44:29,339
type of retailing and like I don't know

1025
00:44:32,510 --> 00:44:30,720
if it was real it could have been a

1026
00:44:34,609 --> 00:44:32,520
dream could have been not you know who

1027
00:44:37,190 --> 00:44:34,619
knows but uh does it matter like you

1028
00:44:38,990 --> 00:44:37,200
know everybody had their part and then

1029
00:44:41,870 --> 00:44:39,000
you're just ready for what you're ready

1030
00:44:43,609 --> 00:44:41,880
for and if you're ready to face the fear

1031
00:44:47,150 --> 00:44:43,619
go for it you know that means you're

1032
00:44:49,670 --> 00:44:47,160
ready I mean um you know it's some of my

1033
00:44:51,890 --> 00:44:49,680
experience I mean like we're all gonna

1034
00:44:55,609 --> 00:44:51,900
be scared we're going you know but just

1035
00:44:58,790 --> 00:44:55,619
face it and then um don't don't like uh

1036
00:45:02,450 --> 00:44:58,800
let your Don't Panic yeah but like use

1037
00:45:05,150 --> 00:45:02,460
your mind to overcome like um

1038
00:45:06,650 --> 00:45:05,160
some like if when you react sometimes

1039
00:45:08,569 --> 00:45:06,660
your reactions are supposed to be good

1040
00:45:11,329 --> 00:45:08,579
but when you don't really understand

1041
00:45:13,370 --> 00:45:11,339
what's going on then your mind should

1042
00:45:16,370 --> 00:45:13,380
tell you maybe you shouldn't be reacting

1043
00:45:18,589 --> 00:45:16,380
as um as as quickly like you need to

1044
00:45:21,290 --> 00:45:18,599
understand the situation before you you

1045
00:45:23,270 --> 00:45:21,300
should uh make a a proper reaction yeah

1046
00:45:25,910 --> 00:45:23,280
if that helps anybody

1047
00:45:27,950 --> 00:45:25,920
right no no I get I get it well you know

1048
00:45:29,870 --> 00:45:27,960
um I think I think this might go along

1049
00:45:32,750 --> 00:45:29,880
with what you just said

1050
00:45:34,250 --> 00:45:32,760
um so like many years ago I'm pretty

1051
00:45:36,349 --> 00:45:34,260
sure just haven't talked to you before

1052
00:45:38,089 --> 00:45:36,359
you you might be in the same boat you

1053
00:45:40,130 --> 00:45:38,099
know pretty long long time ago before

1054
00:45:42,950 --> 00:45:40,140
all the conspiracy theories were proven

1055
00:45:44,329 --> 00:45:42,960
true or proven uh right in the past

1056
00:45:46,730 --> 00:45:44,339
three years

1057
00:45:48,410 --> 00:45:46,740
um how many times were there always

1058
00:45:50,210 --> 00:45:48,420
talks about

1059
00:45:52,609 --> 00:45:50,220
um the one world order and how many

1060
00:45:54,890 --> 00:45:52,619
times were the talks about uh going

1061
00:45:56,569 --> 00:45:54,900
cashless and how many talks were all

1062
00:45:58,730 --> 00:45:56,579
these other things that made people so

1063
00:46:00,530 --> 00:45:58,740
afraid you know and so they were

1064
00:46:02,089 --> 00:46:00,540
constantly just fearing about this and

1065
00:46:03,890 --> 00:46:02,099
that and then when this stuff happened

1066
00:46:06,109 --> 00:46:03,900
there's very same people they were

1067
00:46:08,390 --> 00:46:06,119
afraid 20 years ago are still afraid

1068
00:46:10,069 --> 00:46:08,400
going through it and it's like so you

1069
00:46:11,809 --> 00:46:10,079
knew about something but you still

1070
00:46:14,150 --> 00:46:11,819
haven't done anything and all you were

1071
00:46:16,970 --> 00:46:14,160
left with is living in fear for the past

1072
00:46:18,710 --> 00:46:16,980
20 years you know well that shows

1073
00:46:21,410 --> 00:46:18,720
they're fighting they're not allowing

1074
00:46:22,250 --> 00:46:21,420
what's gonna happen to happen that's

1075
00:46:26,990 --> 00:46:22,260
like

1076
00:46:28,970 --> 00:46:27,000
they've seen it but they're not they're

1077
00:46:31,430 --> 00:46:28,980
they're actually the ones fighting the

1078
00:46:32,990 --> 00:46:31,440
change and if something's gonna like if

1079
00:46:35,150 --> 00:46:33,000
a wave is gonna hit you it's gonna hit

1080
00:46:36,589 --> 00:46:35,160
you you can't stop the wave so the best

1081
00:46:38,690 --> 00:46:36,599
thing you could do is like you know tuck

1082
00:46:40,849 --> 00:46:38,700
and roll or whatever you know to the

1083
00:46:43,790 --> 00:46:40,859
best of your ability like don't really

1084
00:46:45,650 --> 00:46:43,800
fight just be aware of it and at least

1085
00:46:47,630 --> 00:46:45,660
protect your own people like to your

1086
00:46:48,710 --> 00:46:47,640
ability but you know right I mean

1087
00:46:50,210 --> 00:46:48,720
something's gonna happen is going to

1088
00:46:52,790 --> 00:46:50,220
happen like you know

1089
00:46:54,530 --> 00:46:52,800
fighting it uh wishing it's not going to

1090
00:46:57,770 --> 00:46:54,540
happen is not gonna

1091
00:47:01,670 --> 00:46:57,780
solve anything in reality right

1092
00:47:03,349 --> 00:47:01,680
well because I mean um unless you know

1093
00:47:05,750 --> 00:47:03,359
um that there's something specifically

1094
00:47:08,690 --> 00:47:05,760
that you like yes this is what I can do

1095
00:47:11,510 --> 00:47:08,700
and you see this event coming you know

1096
00:47:13,309 --> 00:47:11,520
uh then yeah if you have pre-planned to

1097
00:47:14,750 --> 00:47:13,319
do something then go ahead and do it

1098
00:47:17,930 --> 00:47:14,760
it's part of that experience like okay

1099
00:47:20,750 --> 00:47:17,940
make a change you know but you know to

1100
00:47:22,970 --> 00:47:20,760
to not know what to do but then still

1101
00:47:25,730 --> 00:47:22,980
choose fear over just being happy and

1102
00:47:27,890 --> 00:47:25,740
and being in in this you know happy

1103
00:47:29,990 --> 00:47:27,900
happiness and love you know it's like it

1104
00:47:32,870 --> 00:47:30,000
makes it makes no sense you know because

1105
00:47:34,609 --> 00:47:32,880
why would you just be afraid and keep on

1106
00:47:36,650 --> 00:47:34,619
being afraid as if that's going to save

1107
00:47:38,690 --> 00:47:36,660
you somehow well if you know there's

1108
00:47:39,650 --> 00:47:38,700
going to be a demise for you and you

1109
00:47:42,410 --> 00:47:39,660
know you're not going to do anything

1110
00:47:45,670 --> 00:47:42,420
about it then why why not at least be

1111
00:47:49,910 --> 00:47:47,930
fear is not helping you it's not

1112
00:47:52,609 --> 00:47:49,920
assisting you at all so in that

1113
00:47:54,410 --> 00:47:52,619
situation you let go but fear like

1114
00:47:56,690 --> 00:47:54,420
healthy fear is like hey you should be

1115
00:47:59,030 --> 00:47:56,700
aware this could happen like you know

1116
00:48:00,890 --> 00:47:59,040
you should listen to that one but you

1117
00:48:03,050 --> 00:48:00,900
don't like let it run your life you know

1118
00:48:05,569 --> 00:48:03,060
like there's a balance yeah

1119
00:48:07,250 --> 00:48:05,579
like I mean we have fear we have to deal

1120
00:48:11,750 --> 00:48:07,260
with fear that's a real thing but like

1121
00:48:13,250 --> 00:48:11,760
don't live under fear right yeah I know

1122
00:48:15,290 --> 00:48:13,260
exactly what you mean I agree with that

1123
00:48:17,030 --> 00:48:15,300
yo-yo it's a scary thing but you got to

1124
00:48:18,349 --> 00:48:17,040
face it and at one point in time you

1125
00:48:20,750 --> 00:48:18,359
just have to not give a and just

1126
00:48:25,910 --> 00:48:20,760
let go there's nothing you can do but

1127
00:48:28,370 --> 00:48:25,920
right yeah right well you know it's it's

1128
00:48:31,069 --> 00:48:28,380
uh I mean it's very refreshing too to

1129
00:48:33,230 --> 00:48:31,079
just know to just let go and not worry

1130
00:48:35,510 --> 00:48:33,240
about you know that you will not have

1131
00:48:37,609 --> 00:48:35,520
control of the next consequence you know

1132
00:48:39,230 --> 00:48:37,619
there's there's there's a piece about

1133
00:48:41,990 --> 00:48:39,240
that

1134
00:48:43,670 --> 00:48:42,000
yeah yeah it's very exhilarating it is

1135
00:48:47,089 --> 00:48:43,680
scary as hell but like sometimes that's

1136
00:48:49,309 --> 00:48:47,099
the best thing to do you know yeah right

1137
00:48:52,670 --> 00:48:49,319
right right

1138
00:48:55,370 --> 00:48:52,680
but yeah no but I was um uh I've already

1139
00:48:57,710 --> 00:48:55,380
been basically waiting for other

1140
00:49:00,349 --> 00:48:57,720
questions online or somebody to raise

1141
00:49:02,930 --> 00:49:00,359
their hand and chat and you did so

1142
00:49:05,150 --> 00:49:02,940
thanks for for not making its own only

1143
00:49:07,190 --> 00:49:05,160
today not that it is because there's

1144
00:49:10,130 --> 00:49:07,200
plenty of people in the um in the chat

1145
00:49:12,050 --> 00:49:10,140
but thanks for joining to to talk to me

1146
00:49:14,150 --> 00:49:12,060
yeah it's always good to help the

1147
00:49:16,730 --> 00:49:14,160
conversation keep going all right well

1148
00:49:19,069 --> 00:49:16,740
you know yeah I mean the point is it's

1149
00:49:20,630 --> 00:49:19,079
like I'm not an expert on anything I

1150
00:49:23,690 --> 00:49:20,640
never claim to be an expert or anything

1151
00:49:27,470 --> 00:49:23,700
all I have is my experiences that gave

1152
00:49:30,109 --> 00:49:27,480
me you know a set of tools uh which

1153
00:49:31,690 --> 00:49:30,119
helped me live my life you know and so I

1154
00:49:34,670 --> 00:49:31,700
love to hear from other people because

1155
00:49:36,410 --> 00:49:34,680
they're still possible after all I've

1156
00:49:38,030 --> 00:49:36,420
been through and done there's other

1157
00:49:40,490 --> 00:49:38,040
things that people could mention and I

1158
00:49:42,290 --> 00:49:40,500
go oh wow you know I could I never

1159
00:49:44,589 --> 00:49:42,300
thought to look at this experience in

1160
00:49:47,450 --> 00:49:44,599
this way you know it's possible you know

1161
00:49:49,490 --> 00:49:47,460
but you know so I always I would always

1162
00:49:53,030 --> 00:49:49,500
encourage people to just share their

1163
00:49:56,710 --> 00:49:53,040
stories and and and and talk because you

1164
00:49:58,790 --> 00:49:56,720
you're part of the the god consciousness

1165
00:49:59,770 --> 00:49:58,800
yeah you can learn something from

1166
00:50:03,770 --> 00:49:59,780
anybody

1167
00:50:05,690 --> 00:50:03,780
if you listen close enough right

1168
00:50:08,270 --> 00:50:05,700
right yeah if you're willing to take it

1169
00:50:09,650 --> 00:50:08,280
you take it in you know and take it in

1170
00:50:11,390 --> 00:50:09,660
and say

1171
00:50:13,089 --> 00:50:11,400
um meaningful lesson

1172
00:50:15,650 --> 00:50:13,099
there's some people that I know

1173
00:50:17,750 --> 00:50:15,660
specifically my oldest son it's like you

1174
00:50:19,910 --> 00:50:17,760
can talk your head off it's like it just

1175
00:50:22,190 --> 00:50:19,920
seems like things going one ear and out

1176
00:50:24,309 --> 00:50:22,200
the other but I guess that's a teenager

1177
00:50:26,510 --> 00:50:24,319
for you

1178
00:50:28,490 --> 00:50:26,520
well yeah well they got to be ready

1179
00:50:29,809 --> 00:50:28,500
themselves if they're not ready to hear

1180
00:50:31,630 --> 00:50:29,819
it then maybe they shouldn't hear I

1181
00:50:34,190 --> 00:50:31,640
don't know I'm just you know right

1182
00:50:36,410 --> 00:50:34,200
that's true too I just hope that when

1183
00:50:37,010 --> 00:50:36,420
when he's ready I'm not going to be you

1184
00:50:41,870 --> 00:50:37,020
know

1185
00:50:43,730 --> 00:50:41,880
trying to give him advice then when he's

1186
00:50:46,010 --> 00:50:43,740
ready to listen

1187
00:50:48,170 --> 00:50:46,020
well maybe they just pick it up too and

1188
00:50:50,329 --> 00:50:48,180
just have it floating around who knows I

1189
00:50:52,849 --> 00:50:50,339
mean I don't know but you know right but

1190
00:50:54,650 --> 00:50:52,859
don't be too hard you know kids are kids

1191
00:50:56,210 --> 00:50:54,660
got a lot to do with now like when I was

1192
00:50:58,309 --> 00:50:56,220
a kid you don't have to deal with mass

1193
00:51:00,470 --> 00:50:58,319
or people telling you this you're gonna

1194
00:51:02,030 --> 00:51:00,480
die from a cold and like you know we

1195
00:51:04,069 --> 00:51:02,040
kind of live free we don't you know

1196
00:51:06,349 --> 00:51:04,079
they're like just come home in one piece

1197
00:51:08,210 --> 00:51:06,359
they don't really like you know what I

1198
00:51:10,490 --> 00:51:08,220
mean because now we're under so much

1199
00:51:12,170 --> 00:51:10,500
stress like yeah I don't think I would

1200
00:51:13,549 --> 00:51:12,180
want to experience that kind of stress

1201
00:51:16,730 --> 00:51:13,559
as a child

1202
00:51:17,450 --> 00:51:16,740
yeah well I don't know that anyone who's

1203
00:51:18,950 --> 00:51:17,460
um

1204
00:51:23,030 --> 00:51:18,960
who's been

1205
00:51:26,630 --> 00:51:23,040
really want to go back maybe to the

1206
00:51:29,809 --> 00:51:26,640
beautiful memories but not not to

1207
00:51:32,569 --> 00:51:29,819
right you know not not all the things

1208
00:51:35,690 --> 00:51:32,579
that involves being a child

1209
00:51:37,430 --> 00:51:35,700
yeah yeah it's not fun I mean you have

1210
00:51:38,690 --> 00:51:37,440
your health I mean most people have

1211
00:51:42,109 --> 00:51:38,700
their health when they're younger but

1212
00:51:45,170 --> 00:51:42,119
right I'm all beat up right now and like

1213
00:51:46,970 --> 00:51:45,180
when I was 20 I could I could totally

1214
00:51:48,950 --> 00:51:46,980
kick my own ass at this age point in

1215
00:51:51,230 --> 00:51:48,960
time but like I'm just more wiser you

1216
00:51:53,690 --> 00:51:51,240
know I mean I I had a certain you know

1217
00:51:56,690 --> 00:51:53,700
intelligence more than the average bear

1218
00:51:58,250 --> 00:51:56,700
at that age but now it's just like jeez

1219
00:52:00,230 --> 00:51:58,260
man like if I knew all this now and

1220
00:52:02,270 --> 00:52:00,240
I had to go back there I would have done

1221
00:52:03,950 --> 00:52:02,280
it totally different but you know that's

1222
00:52:05,569 --> 00:52:03,960
just looking back you know you look back

1223
00:52:06,710 --> 00:52:05,579
you always have a a different

1224
00:52:10,250 --> 00:52:06,720
perspective that is the different

1225
00:52:12,710 --> 00:52:10,260
perspective but right you know

1226
00:52:14,390 --> 00:52:12,720
like time kind of you know it'll show

1227
00:52:17,210 --> 00:52:14,400
you A New Perspective which is a good

1228
00:52:19,549 --> 00:52:17,220
thing yeah it's it's always that if I

1229
00:52:23,270 --> 00:52:19,559
knew then what I know now

1230
00:52:27,069 --> 00:52:23,280
yeah yeah I was a schmuck but you know

1231
00:52:29,870 --> 00:52:27,079
we all were dude you know what you know

1232
00:52:31,670 --> 00:52:29,880
that's a very humbling experience that's

1233
00:52:33,589 --> 00:52:31,680
a humbling experience for somebody to

1234
00:52:36,650 --> 00:52:33,599
realize that most people are not willing

1235
00:52:38,870 --> 00:52:36,660
to go that that deep into looking into

1236
00:52:41,450 --> 00:52:38,880
themselves to realize like wait a minute

1237
00:52:44,390 --> 00:52:41,460
maybe I was a schmuck or to some cases

1238
00:52:45,829 --> 00:52:44,400
an or a jerk or whatever

1239
00:52:50,150 --> 00:52:45,839
yeah

1240
00:52:53,089 --> 00:52:50,160
self-criticism you know they're always

1241
00:52:55,069 --> 00:52:53,099
um I don't know very very a very few

1242
00:52:56,210 --> 00:52:55,079
people go down that route you know

1243
00:52:57,950 --> 00:52:56,220
because they don't they don't want to

1244
00:53:00,290 --> 00:52:57,960
see floss all they want to know is that

1245
00:53:03,530 --> 00:53:00,300
they're perfect in every way

1246
00:53:06,950 --> 00:53:03,540
well if you have the mindset as is this

1247
00:53:08,390 --> 00:53:06,960
actually a assisting me in someone like

1248
00:53:11,390 --> 00:53:08,400
if you if you're gaining something from

1249
00:53:13,430 --> 00:53:11,400
it then even if it's hard then you can

1250
00:53:15,170 --> 00:53:13,440
see that it's worth doing yeah but if

1251
00:53:17,450 --> 00:53:15,180
you can't see it's helping you then you

1252
00:53:20,530 --> 00:53:17,460
know like just leave it alone but right

1253
00:53:22,910 --> 00:53:20,540
well you can ask me a quick question um

1254
00:53:25,370 --> 00:53:22,920
if you don't believe in God and nothing

1255
00:53:27,470 --> 00:53:25,380
everything's just an accident I mean I

1256
00:53:29,930 --> 00:53:27,480
don't believe that per se but I think

1257
00:53:31,270 --> 00:53:29,940
that does not serve me at all so I'm

1258
00:53:34,309 --> 00:53:31,280
staying away from that kind of

1259
00:53:35,930 --> 00:53:34,319
philosophy myself I mean people are free

1260
00:53:38,750 --> 00:53:35,940
to do what they want you know but I mean

1261
00:53:40,250 --> 00:53:38,760
if that serves them then I guess it does

1262
00:53:42,349 --> 00:53:40,260
somehow right otherwise they wouldn't be

1263
00:53:43,849 --> 00:53:42,359
doing it but right I'm sorry to change

1264
00:53:46,370 --> 00:53:43,859
your subject I actually did want to

1265
00:53:49,309 --> 00:53:46,380
actually ask you I don't know if you got

1266
00:53:51,950 --> 00:53:49,319
to hear uh what I said prior you just

1267
00:53:54,109 --> 00:53:51,960
just recently just just a few moments

1268
00:53:55,549 --> 00:53:54,119
ago joined but I was wanted to ask you

1269
00:53:56,390 --> 00:53:55,559
then about

1270
00:53:58,490 --> 00:53:56,400
um

1271
00:54:01,309 --> 00:53:58,500
what are your thoughts because I shared

1272
00:54:03,230 --> 00:54:01,319
my thoughts about demons aliens and you

1273
00:54:05,809 --> 00:54:03,240
know all the the connection there and

1274
00:54:08,089 --> 00:54:05,819
and my Outlook on it uh what are your

1275
00:54:09,349 --> 00:54:08,099
thoughts if if any I don't mean to put

1276
00:54:11,089 --> 00:54:09,359
you on the spot

1277
00:54:13,849 --> 00:54:11,099
yeah it's okay no I love talking about

1278
00:54:15,950 --> 00:54:13,859
stuff if you want to have me I mean I

1279
00:54:17,990 --> 00:54:15,960
mean My Philosophy is all life is just

1280
00:54:19,130 --> 00:54:18,000
life and we are all made from one

1281
00:54:21,890 --> 00:54:19,140
creator

1282
00:54:24,829 --> 00:54:21,900
you can believe otherwise you know but

1283
00:54:26,990 --> 00:54:24,839
uh that's my philosophy so I mean

1284
00:54:29,990 --> 00:54:27,000
if they're aliens like I mean we call

1285
00:54:33,109 --> 00:54:30,000
them aliens we haven't met them and may

1286
00:54:35,210 --> 00:54:33,119
I mean um you know in Earth itself there

1287
00:54:38,030 --> 00:54:35,220
is the level of water there's a level of

1288
00:54:41,210 --> 00:54:38,040
Earth level of air there are different

1289
00:54:43,370 --> 00:54:41,220
um levels of reality so

1290
00:54:46,370 --> 00:54:43,380
and then who's to say that it would stop

1291
00:54:47,510 --> 00:54:46,380
just that ER like uh at our planet so

1292
00:54:50,270 --> 00:54:47,520
it's like

1293
00:54:52,430 --> 00:54:50,280
you know like um like you have fish you

1294
00:54:54,230 --> 00:54:52,440
have little worms I mean they're all

1295
00:54:56,630 --> 00:54:54,240
there for a reason like I don't

1296
00:54:59,030 --> 00:54:56,640
understand why that reason is perhaps

1297
00:55:00,950 --> 00:54:59,040
but you know I'm open into like

1298
00:55:03,650 --> 00:55:00,960
exploring I mean

1299
00:55:07,190 --> 00:55:03,660
I love exploring I love finding new

1300
00:55:08,870 --> 00:55:07,200
things so most people kind of don't uh

1301
00:55:11,569 --> 00:55:08,880
they wouldn't put themselves out on a

1302
00:55:13,730 --> 00:55:11,579
limb to go just see something new right

1303
00:55:15,770 --> 00:55:13,740
but like but that's their personality

1304
00:55:18,470 --> 00:55:15,780
they're kind of you know like you have

1305
00:55:22,790 --> 00:55:18,480
different personality types which is

1306
00:55:26,210 --> 00:55:22,800
that just like to me coincide uh shows

1307
00:55:28,970 --> 00:55:26,220
that the way we were made or the way

1308
00:55:31,370 --> 00:55:28,980
that life is put together has an

1309
00:55:32,750 --> 00:55:31,380
intelligence behind it

1310
00:55:34,910 --> 00:55:32,760
I mean like if you don't believe in God

1311
00:55:37,430 --> 00:55:34,920
per se maybe but there is an

1312
00:55:40,190 --> 00:55:37,440
intelligence design in the universe

1313
00:55:41,750 --> 00:55:40,200
right it's like you can but you can see

1314
00:55:43,910 --> 00:55:41,760
uh

1315
00:55:46,370 --> 00:55:43,920
what it's about now but there is a

1316
00:55:48,170 --> 00:55:46,380
reason we're here and I think other

1317
00:55:50,270 --> 00:55:48,180
beings are like you know we're all just

1318
00:55:52,309 --> 00:55:50,280
floating around there and if we meet

1319
00:55:54,410 --> 00:55:52,319
each other like it could go bad it can

1320
00:55:56,630 --> 00:55:54,420
go we can become friends we don't have

1321
00:55:59,030 --> 00:55:56,640
to be friends but like you know we

1322
00:56:01,370 --> 00:55:59,040
should at least recognize that we have

1323
00:56:03,710 --> 00:56:01,380
the right to be there and to be in our

1324
00:56:05,930 --> 00:56:03,720
position you know but you don't see a

1325
00:56:08,270 --> 00:56:05,940
conflict between believing in Aliens and

1326
00:56:09,650 --> 00:56:08,280
being religious

1327
00:56:10,910 --> 00:56:09,660
[Music]

1328
00:56:12,770 --> 00:56:10,920
um

1329
00:56:16,010 --> 00:56:12,780
well I have a different definition of

1330
00:56:17,750 --> 00:56:16,020
religion than most people most people

1331
00:56:20,809 --> 00:56:17,760
would say like oh you believe in the

1332
00:56:23,870 --> 00:56:20,819
Bible or the Quran or the Torah you know

1333
00:56:27,109 --> 00:56:23,880
like that kind of thing but I mean like

1334
00:56:29,630 --> 00:56:27,119
there is reality and like it is what it

1335
00:56:31,490 --> 00:56:29,640
is maybe we don't exactly know what it

1336
00:56:33,710 --> 00:56:31,500
is but it's there and it's not going to

1337
00:56:35,450 --> 00:56:33,720
change and that's what it is and it's

1338
00:56:38,150 --> 00:56:35,460
like that's what I would call God is

1339
00:56:40,130 --> 00:56:38,160
like reality right

1340
00:56:43,069 --> 00:56:40,140
like uh you know you might not be able

1341
00:56:45,950 --> 00:56:43,079
to see it but it's there and if you can

1342
00:56:49,250 --> 00:56:45,960
study it you know like

1343
00:56:52,190 --> 00:56:49,260
I mean um what was I saying like uh it

1344
00:56:54,890 --> 00:56:52,200
like it's just there and it's not really

1345
00:56:57,470 --> 00:56:54,900
a belief it's just your understanding

1346
00:56:59,750 --> 00:56:57,480
right you know this is all down to how

1347
00:57:01,549 --> 00:56:59,760
you perceive things like uh you know

1348
00:57:03,890 --> 00:57:01,559
your perception can always change your

1349
00:57:05,530 --> 00:57:03,900
your um knowledge base can change and

1350
00:57:08,210 --> 00:57:05,540
then you can have a different uh view

1351
00:57:10,069 --> 00:57:08,220
but what is always there was always

1352
00:57:11,630 --> 00:57:10,079
there I mean what was there in the past

1353
00:57:13,730 --> 00:57:11,640
is still there now

1354
00:57:15,290 --> 00:57:13,740
and it's like that thing ain't going

1355
00:57:17,870 --> 00:57:15,300
away and then

1356
00:57:19,549 --> 00:57:17,880
you know I mean you can say that

1357
00:57:21,410 --> 00:57:19,559
everything's chaotic but I don't believe

1358
00:57:22,849 --> 00:57:21,420
that like you know

1359
00:57:25,190 --> 00:57:22,859
I just think we're here for a reason

1360
00:57:28,130 --> 00:57:25,200
what that reason is that's debatable and

1361
00:57:30,650 --> 00:57:28,140
what you you know Define as God that's

1362
00:57:32,990 --> 00:57:30,660
up to you your own everybody's entitled

1363
00:57:34,849 --> 00:57:33,000
to their own definition but what it is

1364
00:57:37,309 --> 00:57:34,859
is right now I mean we are all here

1365
00:57:39,710 --> 00:57:37,319
that's not a question there's nothing to

1366
00:57:41,990 --> 00:57:39,720
believe you know you don't have to prove

1367
00:57:46,190 --> 00:57:42,000
in reality it just is you know like

1368
00:57:48,470 --> 00:57:46,200
that's my take on it as as far as today

1369
00:57:50,450 --> 00:57:48,480
you know okay yeah all right well thank

1370
00:57:51,890 --> 00:57:50,460
you very much I appreciate you sharing

1371
00:57:54,650 --> 00:57:51,900
your thoughts

1372
00:57:57,109 --> 00:57:54,660
you know I'm I'm glad you you you caught

1373
00:58:00,710 --> 00:57:57,119
caught it on time sure anyway uh I'm

1374
00:58:03,349 --> 00:58:00,720
centering so next time 6 30 to 7 if you

1375
00:58:05,809 --> 00:58:03,359
want to do the pre-show chat and also

1376
00:58:07,970 --> 00:58:05,819
for everyone else watching from the the

1377
00:58:09,890 --> 00:58:07,980
the uh

1378
00:58:13,549 --> 00:58:09,900
um live stream officially starts at

1379
00:58:15,710 --> 00:58:13,559
seven but between uh 6 30 and 7 I open

1380
00:58:17,329 --> 00:58:15,720
up the telegram voice chat so anyone

1381
00:58:20,450 --> 00:58:17,339
that can join we just chat about

1382
00:58:21,589 --> 00:58:20,460
whatever it's not live just amongst us

1383
00:58:24,470 --> 00:58:21,599
until

1384
00:58:26,809 --> 00:58:24,480
um it's time to go live so anyway yo yo

1385
00:58:28,730 --> 00:58:26,819
well thanks again you take care and um I

1386
00:58:32,390 --> 00:58:28,740
hope to catch you next time

1387
00:58:36,549 --> 00:58:35,150
okay well thank you you'll appreciate

1388
00:58:41,809 --> 00:58:36,559
that

1389
00:58:48,049 --> 00:58:44,710
the next question I see is so labeled

1390
00:58:53,150 --> 00:58:48,059
369 says Edmund what is your overall

1391
00:58:53,160 --> 00:58:55,609
um

1392
00:59:00,650 --> 00:58:57,589
it's it's very

1393
00:59:03,230 --> 00:59:00,660
it was it was very difficult

1394
00:59:04,849 --> 00:59:03,240
and it's very challenging

1395
00:59:06,530 --> 00:59:04,859
because

1396
00:59:12,829 --> 00:59:06,540
um

1397
00:59:14,930 --> 00:59:12,839
twists your mind and expands your mind I

1398
00:59:17,569 --> 00:59:14,940
know it's contradicting terms but

1399
00:59:19,370 --> 00:59:17,579
basically it takes you out of what

1400
00:59:24,230 --> 00:59:19,380
what's generally considered to be normal

1401
00:59:25,789 --> 00:59:24,240
in such a vast and drastic way to where

1402
00:59:28,910 --> 00:59:25,799
it makes

1403
00:59:31,250 --> 00:59:28,920
life very difficult to be lived trying

1404
00:59:33,829 --> 00:59:31,260
to understand them while still trying to

1405
00:59:35,569 --> 00:59:33,839
go to a day job and having kids and

1406
00:59:37,670 --> 00:59:35,579
raising them and all these other things

1407
00:59:40,309 --> 00:59:37,680
because

1408
00:59:42,770 --> 00:59:40,319
um same thing with experiences such as

1409
00:59:45,170 --> 00:59:42,780
let's say uh just recently Ayahuasca

1410
00:59:47,510 --> 00:59:45,180
trips have become very very popular

1411
00:59:49,970 --> 00:59:47,520
people go to

1412
00:59:52,670 --> 00:59:49,980
um you know go to each other's houses

1413
00:59:55,130 --> 00:59:52,680
they usually there's a a guide or a

1414
00:59:57,049 --> 00:59:55,140
shaman and they they cook to brew up

1415
00:59:58,910 --> 00:59:57,059
however long it takes and you know

1416
01:00:01,130 --> 00:59:58,920
people you know will be at whatever

1417
01:00:03,890 --> 01:00:01,140
rooms and then they take the drink and

1418
01:00:07,130 --> 01:00:03,900
they journey together well anyway

1419
01:00:08,870 --> 01:00:07,140
um I guess this it's nothing new this

1420
01:00:10,730 --> 01:00:08,880
has been happening for decades but just

1421
01:00:14,150 --> 01:00:10,740
recently it's kind of like this city

1422
01:00:16,569 --> 01:00:14,160
transition you know and

1423
01:00:19,849 --> 01:00:16,579
what's interesting is that some people

1424
01:00:21,770 --> 01:00:19,859
somehow good they go on these trips and

1425
01:00:23,270 --> 01:00:21,780
they come back and they were like I was

1426
01:00:23,870 --> 01:00:23,280
it was you know

1427
01:00:26,150 --> 01:00:23,880
um

1428
01:00:29,510 --> 01:00:26,160
you know it was interesting it was this

1429
01:00:32,390 --> 01:00:29,520
and that whatever and and specifically

1430
01:00:35,329 --> 01:00:32,400
Ayahuasca it changes their lives but

1431
01:00:37,970 --> 01:00:35,339
very few can do it often some some do it

1432
01:00:39,349 --> 01:00:37,980
like all the time you know and and so on

1433
01:00:41,210 --> 01:00:39,359
because they just want to constantly

1434
01:00:44,270 --> 01:00:41,220
have that whatever the next experience

1435
01:00:47,030 --> 01:00:44,280
is but it's not as intense it just makes

1436
01:00:50,930 --> 01:00:47,040
them either laugh a little bit or or

1437
01:00:53,089 --> 01:00:50,940
just um they feel funny on it or they

1438
01:00:56,030 --> 01:00:53,099
might see some imagery and some some

1439
01:00:58,010 --> 01:00:56,040
things like that and so they do it often

1440
01:00:59,390 --> 01:00:58,020
because that's just what they get from

1441
01:01:05,270 --> 01:00:59,400
it

1442
01:01:08,390 --> 01:01:05,280
psychedelics and then generally that led

1443
01:01:10,490 --> 01:01:08,400
into more of trying to understand aliens

1444
01:01:12,710 --> 01:01:10,500
more than having that contact

1445
01:01:15,770 --> 01:01:12,720
UM bottom line it just

1446
01:01:16,670 --> 01:01:15,780
it's not everybody's cup of tea it's

1447
01:01:21,230 --> 01:01:16,680
it's

1448
01:01:23,589 --> 01:01:21,240
it I guess

1449
01:01:26,870 --> 01:01:23,599
she named her book a forgotten promise

1450
01:01:28,870 --> 01:01:26,880
and after I had my download

1451
01:01:31,670 --> 01:01:28,880
I basically

1452
01:01:34,370 --> 01:01:31,680
and in a way that's what I'm doing is

1453
01:01:35,990 --> 01:01:34,380
trying to then do my little part about

1454
01:01:38,990 --> 01:01:36,000
what I know

1455
01:01:40,910 --> 01:01:39,000
during the show helping people out if

1456
01:01:44,510 --> 01:01:40,920
I'm helping anybody out to tell them hey

1457
01:01:46,910 --> 01:01:44,520
you're not crazy crazy happens I'm

1458
01:01:49,910 --> 01:01:46,920
just very open to talk about it and not

1459
01:01:50,870 --> 01:01:49,920
too afraid about you know ridicule and

1460
01:01:53,089 --> 01:01:50,880
so

1461
01:01:55,730 --> 01:01:53,099
um I'm hoping that that helps them by

1462
01:01:58,130 --> 01:01:55,740
just me being open because

1463
01:01:59,930 --> 01:01:58,140
um some people they don't want scrutiny

1464
01:02:03,049 --> 01:01:59,940
you know especially when it comes to the

1465
01:02:04,910 --> 01:02:03,059
web because there's so many things that

1466
01:02:07,130 --> 01:02:04,920
you know come down your Pike when you

1467
01:02:10,130 --> 01:02:07,140
open yourself up to the Internet you

1468
01:02:12,650 --> 01:02:10,140
know and so you just have to be a you

1469
01:02:14,930 --> 01:02:12,660
know a person or have enough wisdom and

1470
01:02:16,670 --> 01:02:14,940
enough grown up to just not let that

1471
01:02:18,710 --> 01:02:16,680
drive you crazy because I know some

1472
01:02:20,450 --> 01:02:18,720
people who get that early and they're

1473
01:02:22,910 --> 01:02:20,460
just consumed of trying to fight online

1474
01:02:24,230 --> 01:02:22,920
and all this other stuff and very few if

1475
01:02:26,210 --> 01:02:24,240
there's some very specific questions

1476
01:02:27,950 --> 01:02:26,220
that I feel like wow I really you know

1477
01:02:29,750 --> 01:02:27,960
would be good for me to maybe talk to

1478
01:02:31,849 --> 01:02:29,760
them about it or answer it I do but most

1479
01:02:33,230 --> 01:02:31,859
of the time I just leave it be you know

1480
01:02:35,150 --> 01:02:33,240
so anyway

1481
01:02:37,549 --> 01:02:35,160
it's I would not recommend it to

1482
01:02:38,390 --> 01:02:37,559
everybody you know because you have to

1483
01:02:41,450 --> 01:02:38,400
do

1484
01:02:43,069 --> 01:02:41,460
a lot of soul searching you'll have to

1485
01:02:44,569 --> 01:02:43,079
then every time you have an experience

1486
01:02:46,190 --> 01:02:44,579
you have to figure out why did you have

1487
01:02:48,289 --> 01:02:46,200
that experience what exactly happened

1488
01:02:50,450 --> 01:02:48,299
you know it's like did I experience what

1489
01:02:54,170 --> 01:02:50,460
I think I experienced or did I you know

1490
01:02:56,930 --> 01:02:54,180
or am I just mistaken you know and so to

1491
01:02:59,510 --> 01:02:56,940
go through that process for every event

1492
01:03:02,630 --> 01:02:59,520
and to have that drag on for years is

1493
01:03:04,910 --> 01:03:02,640
very tiring because you know sitting at

1494
01:03:06,289 --> 01:03:04,920
work trying to do what I got to do you

1495
01:03:08,150 --> 01:03:06,299
know and especially if I'm working with

1496
01:03:09,829 --> 01:03:08,160
computers and and I have to focus from

1497
01:03:12,289 --> 01:03:09,839
designing something or if I'm editing

1498
01:03:14,329 --> 01:03:12,299
video or designing a graphic you know

1499
01:03:16,010 --> 01:03:14,339
and and then in the back of my mind it's

1500
01:03:18,530 --> 01:03:16,020
like who was that figure just showed up

1501
01:03:20,089 --> 01:03:18,540
the other night you know and so

1502
01:03:23,510 --> 01:03:20,099
um I think weekly streamer talked about

1503
01:03:27,289 --> 01:03:23,520
it too it's it's very taxing you know um

1504
01:03:29,329 --> 01:03:27,299
it's you know it's awesome to know

1505
01:03:32,270 --> 01:03:29,339
and to have learned that there's more

1506
01:03:34,490 --> 01:03:32,280
out there you know but it's just you

1507
01:03:38,329 --> 01:03:34,500
know there are times do I just wish I

1508
01:03:40,609 --> 01:03:38,339
was uh Blissful and just would go play

1509
01:03:43,490 --> 01:03:40,619
soccer and hang out with my family maybe

1510
01:03:45,890 --> 01:03:43,500
go work out more you know and just go

1511
01:03:48,349 --> 01:03:45,900
see movies and you know and just just

1512
01:03:50,510 --> 01:03:48,359
all these other things that just take me

1513
01:03:52,849 --> 01:03:50,520
away from all that and just live a

1514
01:03:54,950 --> 01:03:52,859
normal you know Bliss Blissful life

1515
01:03:57,589 --> 01:03:54,960
unaware that anything else is going on

1516
01:03:59,690 --> 01:03:57,599
so anyway again sorry for the ramble I

1517
01:04:05,049 --> 01:03:59,700
hope they'd answer your question

1518
01:04:11,089 --> 01:04:07,849
how you came to understand that the

1519
01:04:13,789 --> 01:04:11,099
grace are us in the future I believe you

1520
01:04:16,970 --> 01:04:13,799
mentioned that in the recent recent past

1521
01:04:25,910 --> 01:04:18,770
the

1522
01:04:27,770 --> 01:04:25,920
um I didn't have any experience on you

1523
01:04:30,230 --> 01:04:27,780
know regarding that throughout any of my

1524
01:04:33,710 --> 01:04:30,240
experiences because

1525
01:04:38,450 --> 01:04:33,720
um what was told to me initially by

1526
01:04:42,650 --> 01:04:38,460
Bashar that's channeled by Daryl Anka I

1527
01:04:44,450 --> 01:04:42,660
basically took his advice to okay I

1528
01:04:46,549 --> 01:04:44,460
can't do he said I can't prove anything

1529
01:04:49,670 --> 01:04:46,559
to you but I promise you you can prove

1530
01:04:51,770 --> 01:04:49,680
it to yourself and so I took him up on

1531
01:04:53,450 --> 01:04:51,780
that offer a long time ago and I'm not

1532
01:04:55,309 --> 01:04:53,460
going to retell the story but the point

1533
01:04:57,829 --> 01:04:55,319
here is that

1534
01:05:00,349 --> 01:04:57,839
um when I followed all those steps and I

1535
01:05:02,450 --> 01:05:00,359
found all my answers and understood that

1536
01:05:05,089 --> 01:05:02,460
he guided me the way I you know needed

1537
01:05:08,390 --> 01:05:05,099
to guide me I didn't need to revisit

1538
01:05:10,430 --> 01:05:08,400
certain events now my experiences with

1539
01:05:12,109 --> 01:05:10,440
the grace were very limited but it

1540
01:05:14,150 --> 01:05:12,119
didn't explain anything about who they

1541
01:05:17,750 --> 01:05:14,160
are where they came from I just took it

1542
01:05:20,450 --> 01:05:17,760
from him and at his word because were

1543
01:05:22,910 --> 01:05:20,460
his words and his guidance took me where

1544
01:05:25,730 --> 01:05:22,920
I'm where I am here and I could see and

1545
01:05:27,470 --> 01:05:25,740
understand and Trust what he's saying so

1546
01:05:29,510 --> 01:05:27,480
I didn't necessarily have an experience

1547
01:05:32,270 --> 01:05:29,520
in my own work great told me where

1548
01:05:34,130 --> 01:05:32,280
they're from and all of that but he was

1549
01:05:35,930 --> 01:05:34,140
the one that had mentioned it over all

1550
01:05:39,230 --> 01:05:35,940
these other years and several other

1551
01:05:42,230 --> 01:05:39,240
videos that it's basically us from the

1552
01:05:44,930 --> 01:05:42,240
future and so it came from him and so

1553
01:05:47,450 --> 01:05:44,940
I'm basically just in regurgitating that

1554
01:05:57,589 --> 01:05:47,460
story or I have in the past

1555
01:06:00,950 --> 01:05:59,210
I'm sorry I keep forgetting for those

1556
01:06:03,049 --> 01:06:00,960
that are listed on podcasts I apologize

1557
01:06:06,650 --> 01:06:03,059
for the long silences I'm just going

1558
01:06:09,530 --> 01:06:06,660
through and scrolling through to see if

1559
01:06:12,470 --> 01:06:09,540
um if there is anyone that might have a

1560
01:06:14,270 --> 01:06:12,480
question otherwise I'm not uh not quite

1561
01:06:17,030 --> 01:06:14,280
sure what else I could cover

1562
01:06:19,490 --> 01:06:17,040
unless you would you care to hear

1563
01:06:26,990 --> 01:06:19,500
another explanation about a certain

1564
01:06:27,000 --> 01:06:31,250
all right

1565
01:06:34,730 --> 01:06:32,690
um I don't see any more of the questions

1566
01:06:36,770 --> 01:06:34,740
for those that that if you do have a

1567
01:06:38,569 --> 01:06:36,780
question please make sure you put three

1568
01:06:40,250 --> 01:06:38,579
asterisks is before you question that

1569
01:06:44,510 --> 01:06:40,260
that's when I know it's it's meant for

1570
01:06:47,809 --> 01:06:47,029
all right well

1571
01:06:50,630 --> 01:06:47,819
um

1572
01:06:52,849 --> 01:06:50,640
I think this is it thank you all very

1573
01:06:54,890 --> 01:06:52,859
much for joining me today

1574
01:06:57,589 --> 01:06:54,900
um in the future I hope some of you

1575
01:06:59,569 --> 01:06:57,599
actually can uh join me on Telegram and

1576
01:07:03,470 --> 01:06:59,579
share some of your stories whatever they

1577
01:07:05,510 --> 01:07:03,480
may be but um I'll just keep that up and

1578
01:07:07,069 --> 01:07:05,520
do that every Wednesday if I have an

1579
01:07:08,630 --> 01:07:07,079
interview I'll replace it with an

1580
01:07:10,430 --> 01:07:08,640
interview instead

1581
01:07:13,190 --> 01:07:10,440
um it's been actually a very busy week

1582
01:07:15,410 --> 01:07:13,200
because there's about three weeks left

1583
01:07:17,270 --> 01:07:15,420
before the Ozark Mountain UFO conference

1584
01:07:19,010 --> 01:07:17,280
and so

1585
01:07:20,690 --> 01:07:19,020
um a lot of the equipment that's being

1586
01:07:22,490 --> 01:07:20,700
used to record it and live stream and

1587
01:07:25,549 --> 01:07:22,500
all that is in my possession because

1588
01:07:28,190 --> 01:07:25,559
it's it's belongs to UFO Hub and I'm in

1589
01:07:29,809 --> 01:07:28,200
partnership with Osama publishing so I

1590
01:07:32,210 --> 01:07:29,819
was making sure that everything's

1591
01:07:34,789 --> 01:07:32,220
working just just right and fix up

1592
01:07:37,970 --> 01:07:34,799
everything before we have to go live in

1593
01:07:44,270 --> 01:07:40,490
so

1594
01:07:47,809 --> 01:07:44,280
one more question here but let me

1595
01:07:50,829 --> 01:07:47,819
complete this on so um

1596
01:07:53,690 --> 01:07:50,839
I'll take uh JC

1597
01:07:57,230 --> 01:07:53,700
wilder86 I'll take you your question

1598
01:07:59,930 --> 01:07:57,240
here just in a bit um so anyway

1599
01:08:01,789 --> 01:07:59,940
I didn't schedule an interview there are

1600
01:08:04,010 --> 01:08:01,799
several interviews that are just waiting

1601
01:08:05,930 --> 01:08:04,020
uh to be happening so

1602
01:08:08,390 --> 01:08:05,940
um I felt like I needed to get this

1603
01:08:12,289 --> 01:08:08,400
table ready and it's basically an AV

1604
01:08:15,529 --> 01:08:12,299
table that I built long time ago so

1605
01:08:17,990 --> 01:08:15,539
um but yeah if if um

1606
01:08:20,689 --> 01:08:18,000
there was a winner that won the two

1607
01:08:22,610 --> 01:08:20,699
tickets I'm going to release a video

1608
01:08:25,070 --> 01:08:22,620
announcing announcing them and I'll

1609
01:08:26,749 --> 01:08:25,080
contact them and I hope they answer me

1610
01:08:28,010 --> 01:08:26,759
because many times sometimes people

1611
01:08:30,950 --> 01:08:28,020
don't answer and then I have to pick

1612
01:08:33,169 --> 01:08:30,960
somebody new but uh the Ozark Mountain

1613
01:08:36,169 --> 01:08:33,179
UFO conference and it's happening in

1614
01:08:38,269 --> 01:08:36,179
April in Eureka Springs Arkansas so it's

1615
01:08:41,329 --> 01:08:38,279
still not too late for those who you

1616
01:08:45,410 --> 01:08:41,339
might be interested to come on down and

1617
01:08:47,809 --> 01:08:45,420
um just be be a participant the

1618
01:08:50,390 --> 01:08:47,819
beautiful conference in at the Ozarks

1619
01:08:52,789 --> 01:08:50,400
was one of my first one and it was quite

1620
01:08:55,249 --> 01:08:52,799
literally a life changer and so I've

1621
01:08:58,189 --> 01:08:55,259
been going to it ever since and now I'm

1622
01:09:01,729 --> 01:08:58,199
part of organizing it so it definitely

1623
01:09:04,189 --> 01:09:01,739
plays a huge huge uh role in my life but

1624
01:09:05,630 --> 01:09:04,199
um and you get to meet me there and many

1625
01:09:06,890 --> 01:09:05,640
of the other speakers they're going to

1626
01:09:08,570 --> 01:09:06,900
be there

1627
01:09:10,550 --> 01:09:08,580
um maybe other conferences do the same

1628
01:09:12,970 --> 01:09:10,560
thing but what I particularly like about

1629
01:09:15,110 --> 01:09:12,980
the Ozark conference is that

1630
01:09:17,450 --> 01:09:15,120
they're encouraged the speakers are

1631
01:09:19,130 --> 01:09:17,460
encouraged to be in the halls and be at

1632
01:09:21,169 --> 01:09:19,140
the main places where people are so

1633
01:09:22,970 --> 01:09:21,179
people can go and talk to them and

1634
01:09:24,590 --> 01:09:22,980
interact with them and so you can ask

1635
01:09:26,390 --> 01:09:24,600
them questions whatever questions you

1636
01:09:28,910 --> 01:09:26,400
might have and maybe get the answer she

1637
01:09:31,849 --> 01:09:28,920
were looking for so anyway enough of

1638
01:09:33,829 --> 01:09:31,859
that that explains why I'm doing open

1639
01:09:36,650 --> 01:09:33,839
lines today and instead of an interview

1640
01:09:39,530 --> 01:09:36,660
but it will be a mix sometime open lines

1641
01:09:42,829 --> 01:09:39,540
sometimes interview so just stay tuned

1642
01:09:49,370 --> 01:09:46,849
so uh JC while the 86 I said who flashed

1643
01:09:49,910 --> 01:09:49,380
who flies the big triangles

1644
01:09:53,030 --> 01:09:49,920
um

1645
01:09:56,090 --> 01:09:53,040
the triangle shape and

1646
01:09:58,790 --> 01:09:56,100
it's it's just this is not from my

1647
01:10:02,150 --> 01:09:58,800
personal experience just from the other

1648
01:10:04,310 --> 01:10:02,160
interactions with especially uh you know

1649
01:10:06,110 --> 01:10:04,320
people that you know because you can't

1650
01:10:08,090 --> 01:10:06,120
have every single experience this ever

1651
01:10:11,570 --> 01:10:08,100
to be had you know otherwise then you'd

1652
01:10:14,090 --> 01:10:11,580
be God that the the whole omnipresent

1653
01:10:16,850 --> 01:10:14,100
god with just these small portions of it

1654
01:10:18,890 --> 01:10:16,860
you know so there's only certain amount

1655
01:10:21,410 --> 01:10:18,900
of knowledge we have but from what I've

1656
01:10:25,250 --> 01:10:21,420
been basically reading about being told

1657
01:10:28,010 --> 01:10:25,260
about And discussing is that it's it's

1658
01:10:32,390 --> 01:10:28,020
it belongs to the grace of the grace or

1659
01:10:34,370 --> 01:10:32,400
using that mostly uh and some of the

1660
01:10:37,010 --> 01:10:34,380
hybrids

1661
01:10:40,189 --> 01:10:37,020
that have been created since then and

1662
01:10:42,890 --> 01:10:40,199
according to Bashar they are

1663
01:10:45,110 --> 01:10:42,900
five hybrid races that came about from

1664
01:10:48,290 --> 01:10:45,120
this hybridization program between the

1665
01:10:51,790 --> 01:10:48,300
grace and the humans and so

1666
01:10:54,530 --> 01:10:51,800
um some why the the Triangular ships

1667
01:10:56,930 --> 01:10:54,540
especially I think it was I don't know

1668
01:10:59,510 --> 01:10:56,940
if it was more like a

1669
01:11:03,970 --> 01:10:59,520
almost like a boomerang shape or if it

1670
01:11:07,550 --> 01:11:03,980
was triangular there was in 1990

1671
01:11:10,070 --> 01:11:07,560
1997 in Phoenix that basically hovered

1672
01:11:11,450 --> 01:11:10,080
over the city and and flew all over the

1673
01:11:12,169 --> 01:11:11,460
state

1674
01:11:14,990 --> 01:11:12,179
um

1675
01:11:17,870 --> 01:11:15,000
anyway and so that was supposed to have

1676
01:11:20,209 --> 01:11:17,880
been one of the hybrid races kind of

1677
01:11:22,510 --> 01:11:20,219
slowly but very blatantly and obviously

1678
01:11:26,030 --> 01:11:22,520
making that presence known

1679
01:11:27,890 --> 01:11:26,040
so something like that seems like we'll

1680
01:11:30,890 --> 01:11:27,900
be continuing in the future because

1681
01:11:34,550 --> 01:11:30,900
we're getting closer and closer to 2025

1682
01:11:36,410 --> 01:11:34,560
and according to Bashar based on the

1683
01:11:41,270 --> 01:11:36,420
energies and the reading of the energy

1684
01:11:43,550 --> 01:11:41,280
that he has or his Collective race of a

1685
01:11:44,890 --> 01:11:43,560
society they call themselves he was

1686
01:11:50,030 --> 01:11:44,900
saying between

1687
01:11:52,850 --> 01:11:50,040
2025 and 2035 would be a very very high

1688
01:11:54,950 --> 01:11:52,860
probability of contact

1689
01:11:58,189 --> 01:11:54,960
UM and just more and more ships

1690
01:12:00,649 --> 01:11:58,199
appearing and and just more and more

1691
01:12:02,990 --> 01:12:00,659
talk about it until the eventual contact

1692
01:12:04,729 --> 01:12:03,000
what exactly happens from that you know

1693
01:12:07,250 --> 01:12:04,739
we'll find out but like with everything

1694
01:12:09,830 --> 01:12:07,260
else you know energy can change certain

1695
01:12:12,649 --> 01:12:09,840
things could happen you know I liken it

1696
01:12:15,590 --> 01:12:12,659
to to the metaphor of uh you know if you

1697
01:12:18,590 --> 01:12:15,600
play or do bowling you can throw the

1698
01:12:20,270 --> 01:12:18,600
ball and if it goes down straight and

1699
01:12:22,310 --> 01:12:20,280
you're looking at it there's a very good

1700
01:12:25,010 --> 01:12:22,320
probability that it will reach the end

1701
01:12:27,350 --> 01:12:25,020
and knock down the pins but while it's

1702
01:12:29,570 --> 01:12:27,360
in that process it's someone else can

1703
01:12:31,669 --> 01:12:29,580
alter the course slap the ball out

1704
01:12:34,910 --> 01:12:31,679
something else Falls you know a ceiling

1705
01:12:36,709 --> 01:12:34,920
falling through you know to prevent the

1706
01:12:42,290 --> 01:12:36,719
eventual

1707
01:12:44,209 --> 01:12:42,300
whatever the energy was was heading to

1708
01:12:44,810 --> 01:12:44,219
and so anyway

1709
01:12:47,390 --> 01:12:44,820
um

1710
01:12:48,770 --> 01:12:47,400
keep keep those in mind that they're not

1711
01:12:51,050 --> 01:12:48,780
predictions

1712
01:12:52,669 --> 01:12:51,060
but that they are readings of the energy

1713
01:12:55,910 --> 01:12:52,679
in the now

1714
01:12:59,030 --> 01:12:55,920
and if nothing changes and everything

1715
01:13:02,270 --> 01:12:59,040
stays the same then that energy will

1716
01:13:04,610 --> 01:13:02,280
then come to fruition that we then call

1717
01:13:07,490 --> 01:13:04,620
a prediction that has come true you know

1718
01:13:10,010 --> 01:13:07,500
but that's our terms it's not the terms

1719
01:13:12,669 --> 01:13:10,020
that they use because

1720
01:13:15,110 --> 01:13:12,679
um prediction has a certain level of um

1721
01:13:17,810 --> 01:13:15,120
expectations and certain level of

1722
01:13:20,510 --> 01:13:17,820
certainty that it must happen you know

1723
01:13:24,850 --> 01:13:20,520
but this is just uh the best guesstimus

1724
01:13:24,860 --> 01:13:28,390
thank you

1725
01:13:32,689 --> 01:13:30,470
well it looks like there's going to be a

1726
01:13:34,490 --> 01:13:32,699
lot more questions coming through uh

1727
01:13:42,229 --> 01:13:34,500
someone in

1728
01:13:45,950 --> 01:13:42,239
Mothership in the sun sending out probes

1729
01:13:48,229 --> 01:13:45,960
to Earth I couldn't tell you I'm sorry I

1730
01:13:50,390 --> 01:13:48,239
don't have that information

1731
01:13:53,750 --> 01:13:50,400
um there have been some very fascinating

1732
01:13:56,630 --> 01:13:53,760
videos and pictures taken of of very

1733
01:13:59,149 --> 01:13:56,640
strange objects around the Sun that the

1734
01:14:01,130 --> 01:13:59,159
sheer size of them would imply that

1735
01:14:02,810 --> 01:14:01,140
they're 100 times bigger than the earth

1736
01:14:05,209 --> 01:14:02,820
you know

1737
01:14:07,430 --> 01:14:05,219
um just having some kind of interaction

1738
01:14:10,010 --> 01:14:07,440
with the Sun but

1739
01:14:12,770 --> 01:14:10,020
um other than seeing what slipped

1740
01:14:18,229 --> 01:14:12,780
through slipped through NASA's cracks um

1741
01:14:22,550 --> 01:14:20,689
all right well

1742
01:14:23,810 --> 01:14:22,560
um so again thank you all very much for

1743
01:14:26,689 --> 01:14:23,820
joining me today

1744
01:14:28,790 --> 01:14:26,699
um next week Wednesday I'll either have

1745
01:14:31,910 --> 01:14:28,800
another open line but most likely we'll

1746
01:14:35,689 --> 01:14:31,920
have an interview please stay tuned

1747
01:14:39,530 --> 01:14:35,699
um subscribe to this channel uh also

1748
01:14:41,570 --> 01:14:39,540
telegram Rumble and twitch are my main

1749
01:14:44,630 --> 01:14:41,580
Alternative forms that I'm hoping to

1750
01:14:46,430 --> 01:14:44,640
build up Rumble will have all the copies

1751
01:14:49,430 --> 01:14:46,440
of what I have on YouTube in case

1752
01:14:50,870 --> 01:14:49,440
YouTube takes me down someday then

1753
01:14:53,030 --> 01:14:50,880
because I wouldn't be able to stream

1754
01:14:55,010 --> 01:14:53,040
I'll be of course using twitch to stream

1755
01:14:57,950 --> 01:14:55,020
so I can have more of a live interaction

1756
01:15:01,070 --> 01:14:57,960
with all of you like this and telegram

1757
01:15:02,870 --> 01:15:01,080
is more of my own personal messaging if

1758
01:15:05,810 --> 01:15:02,880
there's something I need to you know put

1759
01:15:07,490 --> 01:15:05,820
out and sometimes Some people post of

1760
01:15:09,669 --> 01:15:07,500
their own in there but it's like my way

1761
01:15:12,950 --> 01:15:09,679
or basically it would be

1762
01:15:15,350 --> 01:15:12,960
our main way between all of you and me

1763
01:15:17,330 --> 01:15:15,360
to stay in touch in case YouTube Kicks

1764
01:15:19,010 --> 01:15:17,340
me off this of this platform eventually

1765
01:15:20,870 --> 01:15:19,020
and I've talked about that a while back

1766
01:15:23,750 --> 01:15:20,880
because I have a few strikes and

1767
01:15:26,090 --> 01:15:23,760
warnings that next one I'll be I'll be

1768
01:15:27,830 --> 01:15:26,100
gone for seven days and if it whatever

1769
01:15:30,350 --> 01:15:27,840
I'm saying that they're not happy with

1770
01:15:33,590 --> 01:15:30,360
it we'll continue 30 and then eventually

1771
01:15:36,050 --> 01:15:33,600
be kicked off um not 30 maybe more and

1772
01:15:37,490 --> 01:15:36,060
then meant to be kicked off the platform

1773
01:15:39,530 --> 01:15:37,500
so anyway

1774
01:15:41,689 --> 01:15:39,540
um well thank you all I appreciate you

1775
01:15:42,350 --> 01:15:41,699
all for for being here

1776
01:15:45,709 --> 01:15:42,360
um

1777
01:15:48,950 --> 01:15:45,719
again uh subscribe to the other channels

1778
01:15:51,350 --> 01:15:48,960
that I have I'm really going to use them

1779
01:15:53,330 --> 01:15:51,360
um heavily and rely on them heavily and

1780
01:15:54,590 --> 01:15:53,340
all the links of course are in the

1781
01:15:56,570 --> 01:15:54,600
description below

1782
01:15:58,130 --> 01:15:56,580
so again thank you all

1783
01:16:00,890 --> 01:15:58,140
um you have a good evening good day